Gone

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Yoongi's POV~

It's been a few hours and I was mentally breaking down. My hyungs were here trying to comfort me and they hugged me tight. Jin was by hisself crying and I felt sorry for him. He is Y/N's best friend after all. I felt so broken and cried harder. A few minutes later, the nurse came in and had her head down. I looked at her with concern and knew it. She was dead. She will never come back. I hugged Jin and cried with him. "You may see her." She's walked out and we went to her lifeless body. I grabbed her hand. The boys left me and Jin  alone to talk to her. "Why did you die so soon. I don't want to lose you at all and I want to be with you. Don't leave me like this." I was crying harder and then I felt someone wiping my tears. It was Y/N and we were both shocked. She looked very sad and started crying. "I'm sorry I have to go. I don't want you to be sad. Be happy and live strong. I will always be in your guys hearts. I love you both so so much. I wish I had more time." I looked at her heart rate, it looked very low and it scared me. She then went to her pocket and handed me two pieces of paper. I grabbed it and she asked to be alone with Jin. I left and decided to read it. I stayed at Jin's place and we were on the couch. I then fell asleep and thought about Y/N as I slept. Why did she have to go like an instant, I love you Y/N and now you're gone. Sleep peacefully...Y/N...

Dear Yoongi,

I'm sorry you have to see me in this weak state and you may know that I won't come back. I don't want you to cry for me and to stay strong. I don't want you to be sad, be happy for me please. I love you with all of my heart. If I had more time, it would be amazing. I will never forget our days as kids and when I helped you when you got beat up in the alley. I love being around you because you make me feel some type of way and that shit is amazing. I know you love to rap,so I made a song for you to rap. It's our song and this is what you can remember me by. I love you so much Marshmallow, remember that. This is my final goodbye. Goodbye...Yoongi...

-Y/N~the girl who will always love you

I was tearing up and looked at the lyrics. It seemed like she and I had the same exact struggles and she wrote it in a song, talented. There was a recording and I played it. I will listen to it later, but just now, I hear Jin screaming. "DON'T LEAVE ME, I NEED YOU! YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE LIKE THAT!" He was sobbing and I looked at the heart rate..a straight line. She is gone forever. Jin and I cried for so long that we had to leave. I looked at her for the last time and closed the door.

Jin's POV~

Yoongi left and she grabbed my hand. He caught my attention and she spoke. "Can't you believe on how far we got. I really appreciate you guys for everything. I am very grateful for all you guys do, especially you. You guys showed me that there are people who actually care in the world and make people feel loved. I really want to tell you that you always made me feel safe and feel loved mostly, don't tell Yoongs ^_^. Please take care of my marshmallow while I'm gone...I love you Seokjinnie and remember to stay strong for me." I wanted to cry, but I stood straight up strong and hugged her. She handed me a small bag and then I heard the monitor go quiet. It was a straight line and she was smiling. She started to close her eyes and said, "Goodbye...Jin..." I then started screaming my lungs out, this cant be happening!?! "DON'T LEAVE ME, I NEED YOU! YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE LIKE THAT!" Yoongi bursted through the door and saw the monitor and cried beside me. We had to go home and me and Yoongi decided to stay with each other and we were just sitting on the couch. He fell asleep and you could see the tears trained of his face. I forgot all about the bad and I opened it. It was...pictures of us and the group and there was a dog holding a heart. The heart said, "Love you best friend!" I put everything back into the box and sat back down. I also drifted off to sleep, but nobody knew that I loved Y/N more than a friend and wished I told her before, but...it's too late...I love you Y/N...

Three Days Later. . .

Yoongi's POV~

We were all at her funeral except her parents, of course. They acted like they were trying to keep her safe, but it was all fake. I couldn't even believe that I lost the love of my life. I didn't want to see her end like this. I hugged Jin and the others and felt like dying. I haven't eaten or slept for days. I can't believe this is the end of our story. I never knew why she was going to die, she never mentioned an Illness or anything. Maybe because of her cutting and lack of eating and sleeping. The boys and I were last to speak and we all said everything we needed to say. We all let and slept at Namjoon's house and nobody spoke once. I fell asleep and the last thing that was on my mind was her...Y/N.

Little did everyone know that everything was an act and all fake.

To Be Continued. . .

Hope you guys enjoyed!! The next book will be Unexpected- You Lied

I will post the book by April 18th- April 19th! 

Have an amazing day and remember to love yourself guys!!! 💜💜💜💕

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