Sad girl poetry or rants

Lmfao don't expect much

Just a little warning to anyone who perhaps stumbles upon this, it's okay to be a sad bitch just always remember that deep inside you,there is a bad bitch in you who is napping. I am just a fellow sad teenager trying to make it through life. Idk my life is a mess. I took a state test to graduate at 16 because I couldn't cope with high school, I would have panic attack's, quite honestly I feel super pathetic.  I am the poster child of school transfers because rather than confronting my problems I ran away from them. I am at a point in my life when I feel irreparable. It's quite sad really, being so young yet so exhausted. I feel beyond sad, I feel tired, like I am drowning and every time I get my head above water I am smashed by another wave of some stupid fucking emotion. I can't even talk to people. My social anxiety has fucked up all my realtionships. I have successfully pushed everyone away. It is like I feel everything at once. Every inhale and exhale feels like it is being forced out of me, and my heart beat pulses in my ear. There is no escape and it is all my fault.