You know that feeling you get when you walk by yourself. Like someone was watching you. But you look around and don't see anyone. You feel paranoid. You don't know what to do. Your phone just died. Your all alone. Walking down an empty road. What are you going to do. There's nobody around so that means that nobody is watching you, right? I thought the same thing to and well here I am. But let's not get ahead of ourselves here. I'm Rebecca, you can call me Becky. I'm a 19 year old girl I just graduated high school. I live with my dad, he's abuse tho. My mom died from abusing drugs. And for my brother well let's just say he's safer now. Me I wasn't so lucky. I can't leave my dads house because he's afraid I'll tell someone. I have a lot of bruises from him but makeup is very friendly. It helps to cover up bruises. But anyways that's not the point. I have a boyfriend, my best friend, and a few others. My dog died a few months ago from old age. My best friend doesn't know what happening in my life. My boyfriends name is Jack. Jack isn't exactly the best person either. He's not as abuse as my dad but he has his moments. He tells me I deserve everything that happens to me but it's ok I don't listen to him. Sometimes I just wish someone could save me. Save me just for a while. I need a break from everyone and everything. I just wanna have a normal life like a normal person. Obviously that is to much to ask for though. Tomorrow is a new day but it'll be the same routine.
