Why?

Do you know what it's like...

To be with people that say they care about you, yet whenever you are with them you feel like you are fading away? When you make the time to see someone you truly care about by sacrificing things you normally wouldn't, and all that work gets you the chance to see them, see them looking down on a screen and hear that damn clicking noise from whatever the hell they're using?

You can give someone your heart, soul, body, and mind yet that, just isn't enough for them. They need more, they need to take everything from you, all that you own and leave you with the feeling of unwanted isolation and the realization that you have nothing left?

You have a family that has a bullet in their hearts because of you, because you wanted to hang out with someone that mattered!? You try to go back to them, but you decided to risk it all, all for someone who wouldn't acknowledge you even if you and them were side by side, face to face, and in a room alone. You can be face to face, side by side, but you can't be heart to heart, because they didn't want to, but they still took yours.

Ever look inside yourself and ask: "What the hell am I doing here?" Well you are here because you though love was everything. But it isn't, love is poisoned, and you were the victim. But if you decided you can't do anything and you want to give up, then maybe you are. But if you're here, then get up and do it again. And make a different story...

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