Because I knew the truth and so did he. He didn't wanna face it and that wasn't my problem what so ever. I had faced my wrongs , gave up my blessing and got a lesson in the outcome.
" I don't even think we need to be talking anymore. I already know where this is headed." I sighed tossing the flowers he gave me in the back seat of his Benz Truck.
About to open the door , he quickly grabbed me by my hand.
" Stop Nasir mane'...I'm trying man. Shit don't feel right no having you around. " He said making me shake my head and smack my lips.
" Call Kay , she'll come and take my spot." I chuckled and snatched my arm back and away rom him.
" So that's it...You done with me? Say that shit look me in my eyes and tell me you done fucking with me. I'll drop this shit and walk away from it mane'..." He asked me starring me dead in my eyes.
Looking back at him I sighed...taking a moment to respond.
" I'm done with you Key...You need to grow up. We ain't kids no more." I sighed snatching my arm away from him and opened the car stepping out.
" Nassi ! " I heard him call out for me , I just kept walking. I didn't even go back into the shop I went over to my car.
Unlocking the doors , I sighed and got in shutting the door behind myself and locked it as well. Everything that I had been wanting to get off my chest had finally came out...the situation about the baby and everything.
I was 18 when I got pregnant , this was two years ago a few months before the summer. He was 19 almost 20...Just as we were back at home , everyone was always around one another. We was sneaking around and fucking with each other.
One day some shit just didn't feel right , I was constantly throwing up and nothing I ate would stay down. Me , being as curious as I was I ran to the store got a pregnancy test it was positive. That had me shook for a couple days , but I didn't think much of it because I still got my period.
But then the throwing up became even more consistent. Morning after morning , I was tired and just worn out. I didn't make my way to the doctor until the next month. That's where I found out I was pregnant...
That shit made my world stop , what was I suppose to do with a baby ? As young as I was , just a year out of high school still going to school and even working. Telling Key was the hardest part for me , because I didn't know how to come out to him about it.
The first thing that ran out his mouth was " Wow..." He went silent for a minute then he continued on.. " What we gone do with a baby ? What about this rap shit , a baby gone be in the way of all of that."
And me being naive and dumb , I went along with it. I didn't get an abortion right away ... because I had thoughts in my mind that I should have kept my baby.
But i didn't wanna bring my baby into a unfit situation , were we were both doing illegal things to make shit happen for our kid. I didn't wanna end up in jail for trying to feed my baby.
" Nasir." I heard a female voice ringing from outside the car door making me jump. Quickly wiping my face I looked up seeing Ashanti standing at the window.
Looking around the parking lot , I seen Key's car nowhere in site ... meaning he had left.
" Girl open this door." Ashanti sighed , and I smacked my lips unlocking the car door and opened it.
" What you in here crying for ? " She asked instantly noticing the glossy look in my eyes.
" Nothing Shanti I'm goo." I sighed pushing my hair out of my face and grabbed my phone out of my lap.
" It's something you ain't telling me...And I really need you to." She asked me grabbing my hand making me drop my phone back into my lap.
Starring up at her , she just looked back at me holding my phone up against her chest.
" Get in the car." I sighed and she nodded shutting the door making her way around to the passenger seat.
Once she was in , she dropped my phone in the cup holder and crossed her arms over my chest.
" Get to talking." She said and I cleared my throat before beginning to speak.
" Key and I were going to have a baby...." I spoke up lowly and she turned to me quickly hearing the word " baby ",
" A baby...! Girlll you pregnant ? I thought you wasn't seeing him no more ? " She quickly responded.
" No no no....I said we were. Past tense Shanti. " I sighed running my hands down my face.
" And how long ago was this ? " She asked looking over at me still.
" 2 years ago..." And from there it seem iike the conversation went on forever. Everything came out , I put the truth out on the table.
I feel like I done hid my feelings for too long ...
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