I always had a doubt. I visited places, religious houses, missionary, temples and mosques and any place that termed itself as a place of GOD. What I found? There is no GOD in all the places I visited and I felt bad, I wanted HIM badly but didn't get him, I lost my interest became a patient and tried to die but even the death didn't help me.
I felt what is this? Why I am not able to get GOD? I tried to baptise myself into various religions and acquired different names and years passed by but no GOD.
I cried in front of all the man made gods, idols and utmost embraced all the signs of all the medieval, present and future religions but then also no GOD.
I went on the top of the mountain and cried I NEED NO LIFE, I WILL DIE and when I was about to jump I heard a voice from my internal soul THEN WHO AM I?
