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practice

Jungwoo's POV

We got dressed and went down again to the big practice rooms. Sunbaes decided to practice together, so we can arrange the order of performances to be showed in the Philippines. I heard Chenle and Jisung talking about the Philippines and how  beautiful it is there, theybwere both scrolling down their phones, probably looking up the country none of us had visited befofe.

As we approached the big practice room, we saw Baekhyun and Kyungsoo hyung walking towards the same direction as we do. We all walked together, with Baekhyun hyung walking with me and Jaehyun hyung

You didn't answer my question. Are you guys a thing?

Jaehyun hyung looked at me, and then back to baehyun hyung. He smiled and nodded yes. Baekhyun hyung looked surprised at first, before a smile crept in his face

Congrats to both of you

He said that, looking happy and a bit sad at the same time. Maybe he's thinking about Chanyeol hyung and their break-up. He shrugged and smiled , this time more genuine and asked us questions. We arrived at the practice room shortly, greeted sunbaes and sat at the empty spaces left for us. D.O and Baekhyun hyungs both went to sit with their members. We all waited for CEOnim.

After a few minutes, he finally arrived. We all stood up, bowed and greeted him. He greeted us back, and told us to sit down and listen to the performance.

A manager went up the platform and announced the order of performances, where we heard that we'll be performing after SNSD sunbaes. The manager also told us that they composed a new song for everyone to sing at the end shows, and that they chosed a few members by team to sing Into the New world, where in our team, they chosed Mark , Taeil hyung and me.

After all the announcements, EXO sunbaes practiced their dance first, they danced to Growl, Love me right and Kokobop. Every team got to go on stage and perform their dances. After two routines, we were given a 2 hour lunch break.

As I was packing my stuff away, I heard crying noises coming from the back exit where our things are placed. Though a bit scared, I chose to peek a little, and saw Chanyeol and Baekhyun hyungs hugging, with Baekhyun hyung having a blank face and Chanyeol hyung hugging him tight.

You hurt me too much. Didn't you know that I planned to kill myself because you made me feel so worthless after leaving me just like that? Go away a*shole. I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. Im quitting the band.

That made me so shocked. I mean, I knew that they've broken up, because I saw Baekhyun hyung crying in the rooftop but I didn't know it was this difficult.

I know, I know. Im a total idiot for doing that to you, I don't even know why I did what I did. One thing im sure though is that I love you , I love you so so mucj and it breaks me to see how much my stupidity affected your smile. Im so sorry, I'll make it up to you, I promise. Just please, give me another chance. I love you, please don't leave me. Don't walk away please.

I saw Chanyeol hyung bended his knees, begging Baekhyun hyung for another chance. I know that it's wrong to watch other people but I just couldn't move. I thought about Jaehyun hyung and I and how it's not going to be always like this. That there will come a time where we will fight, and hurt each other. I don't even know what to think.

As I was standing there, completely shocked with what I just saw and with what's in my mind, a strong set of arms pulled me in for a tight hug. He moved his hand up and down my back, making me feel calmed.

He then said the words I never expected him to say

Im afraid too. Im afraid that you'll get tired of me and leave me. But we trust each other right? I can't promise that I'll never hurt you because I knos I can never do that, but I'll promise you that no matter what happens, I'll be here.  Even if you push me away, I'll be here. I love you, Jungwoo. I'll never let go unless you tell me to do so.