love what is meaning of it. Some people’s says attraction, heart to heart connection. Affection, trust, many more but in my life there is no space for it. Because I don’t know who is my father its just happened because of my mother who makes every man happy. Yeah she is bitch. Every day she sleeps with different person so I did not even know who is my father. My mother kept me in hostel from last 20 years. I was out of all this but today I came back to my mother place. When I went to sit inside the bus all boys are just looking at me because one women already said in bus that I am whose daughter.
I was walking on the road to reach the house my mother. One boy came in front me and asked me “hey you are so beautiful how much you will take to one night “ I slapped him.
“dont You dare to say me like that “ I shouted.
“I hope you did not forget who’s daughter you are. Then let me tell you that you are bitch daughter . Who makes every men to go to heaven. So you should also same and don’t worry baby today might I will come “ he said smirking at me I just wanted to kill him but I am girl what I can do. and I am new to this place.
I reached my house I already saw so many mens coming out if my house when they saw they are smirking at me. I just ignored and went inside. I just ran to my mummas room but when I opened it shit I saw my mother romancing with one men. I just ran to my room and locked myself in room.
Later
“How are you “my mother asked me.
“I want to go “ I said as I don’t want to live here.
”what happened to you here “ she asked me .
“its hell I can’t become like you. I don’t want to be plz I want to go out of it “ I said crying .
“I can understand and I don’t want to throw you to this work don’t worry you can leave “ My mother said I hugged her.
“I lost my parents at young age. But lot of boys were raped me then I became like this “ my mother said I looked at her face crying .
“maa one day I will come and make you to come out of this. My promise to you maa “ as I said and took my bag to go .
But that boy came whom I slapped.
“Why you came here “ my mother sent me inside and asked them.
“see you given happiness to my father now tell your mother to give happiness to me at today night ok. Don’t even try to send her anywhere .bitch daughter will become bitch daughter only.” He said and went out.
My mother falls on her knees..
“Maa I will go “I said to my mother .
“No plz don’t go outside he will kill you. It’s danger now whole village will keep eye on you. So be here I will try my level best to save you ok” as my requested and I said yes .
I ran to room and locked my self...
It happened now my thoughts come on love because I am girl who don’t deserve love. .my thoughts were broken by my mother shouting....
“See only I will do what you all want plz don’t trouble my daughter. Plz “ my mother was requesting them but they are not listening to her..
“I went outside the room “ I saw they went to kill my mother .
“Plz don’t do anything to my mother I will do what you all say “ I said to save my mother.
“ no you will not do this. I want see you as a daughter in law of good house plz don’t do this “ my mother requested me...
“ take this saree and get ready I will come in with in half an hour don’t try to act like smart in front of me ok. As he said and went .
“dont do this plz come I will send you somewhere “ my mother said .
“they will kill you maa I will do anything for you maa “I said went to room again.
But how can I give myself to unknown I will end my life before anyone touch my body..
As I took poison in my hand to drink .
How is this .
Waiting to know your feedbacks..
Love you all
❤ Kavita❤
