𝕛𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕪 - 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕥

Hoodie

November 1st
Saturday

I woke up the next morning still in Zach's bed.

I walked into his bathroom, I looked in the mirror at my shirtless body, it had hickeys all over it and I could see my ribs.

Why would zach want me back.

I'm hideous.

I look awful and don't deserve to be loved.

Someone opened the door and I saw Zach.

"Jack. What are you doing?" He asked me

"W-what do you mean" I said

"You are talking bad about yourself" he said and I thought to myself.

' I said all that out loud '

"Jack babe I love you. You are beautiful. Don't ever think about yourself as anything less. You are amazing and beautiful anyone is lucky to have you. I know I am" he said and I smiled

"I- I'm yours" I asked

"Only if you let me call you mine again" he said and I smiled

"Of course! Zachy I missed you so much. I love you with all my heart"I said

"I love you and missed you to jackyyy" he said pulling out the Y

We walked back into his room and he gave me a pair of joggers.

He changed into some as well.

We walked down stairs to his kitchen and his parents were at work.

He made some pancakes and I was happy about that.

We ate them and then he asked me if I wanted to go anywhere.

"It doesn't matter to me. We can stay here or we can go somewhere" i said

"Want to go to the mall?" He asked

"Sure" I said and we headed up stairs to change again.

We both changed into some half skinnies. He gave me one of his hoodies and with my state it was way oversized.

"You look so cute" he said

"How? This hoodie is ginormous on me zach. I look like a turtle in its shell with my head barley poked out" I said and he laughed

"Very descriptive. But jack you look adorable" he said

"Whatever you say Zach" I said

After we finished getting ready we went to the mall.

We walked around and looked at the stores. It was fun.

Later on we went to Starbucks and I got a iced Carmel macchiato and Zach got a pink drink.

"James Charles is that you" I said and laughed

"Hey don't bash James like that. Pinkity drinkitys are awesome" he said and I laughed

We were at the mall for 4 hours.

Once we left Zach drove me home.

I got out of the car and just stared at him.

"You okay" he asked me and I smiled

"I'm just admiring your beauty" I said and he blushed

"Stop it." He said

"Never. Do you Maybe wanna come in" I asked him

It was 8:30pm how it got that late that fast I don't know.

"If you want me to" he said and I nodded and smiled

He got out and interlocked our hands.

We walked inside and my mom was setting on the couch.

"Jack are you okay??" She asked me

"Uh yeah I'm okay mom" I said and she hugged me and kissed my cheek.

"I was worried jack!! Wait who's that" she asked me and Zach moved from behind me.

"Hi" Zach said shyly

"Why is he here? Jack answer me. I don't think he should be here after the pain he put you through" my mom said and I shook my head

"Mom I love him. He loves me. He saved me last night and I forgave him. I can't live with out him momma" I said and she hugged me again

"Baby. If your happy with Zach then I'm happy. I'm glad you apologized to him zach" my momma said

"I'm glad he accepted it mrs.avery. I shouldn't have left him like I did. I love him and I was stupid" Zach said and I shook my head

"You weren't stupid Zachy. Dumb maybe but not stupid. And yes there is a difference" I said and my mom and him laughed

We headed to my room and once again we changed.

We laid down in my bed cuddled up to eachother.

We didn't talk or nothing.

We just looked at eachother.

We shared a couple kisses.

I was in love with zach.

I am in love with zach.