what happened out side of school

how it all started

 ok so it was summer and I met  this guy  named Demetry and when we met I fell in love and ya I know how can someone fall in love that fast but just hold OK so I went over to his house to hang out cus u know I like to know everyone on my street so I went over to his house and I went to his room we hung out but a few weeks after he started doing stuff that  was not OK and I hated it he pushed me up against a wall and held me by my neck and I was not touching the ground he let me down and said if told anyone about this or if I told his mom he would do worse and believe me I was scared of him like I was shaking he walked away I got up and followed him to his room and we layed down but after that I was becoming more mean and angry he had taught me to never let my guard down and never trust any one and to never feel anything after he moved I started to hit and abuse people it was not me it was like he was a part of me that I could not control and when I went in to beast mode I black out and I wake up and there was people bleeding and people really hurt I tried to ask what happened they said I did it and then they ran from me even my own friend ran from me I started to run home and cry and then I went numb and have not felt since that day and still with my boyfriend I still dont feel anything  but then something happened

sorry guys cliff hanger