Bloom // one shots

The Good Side [1]

Breaking up sucks.
Breaking up with someone is the worst thing to do.
Isn't it kind of selfish? You break someone's heart, so you can be happier.

But I guess it would be more selfish to stay.
Staying with someone without loving them.

So I did do the right thing.
Then why does it feel so wrong?

Connor and I had been happy for two wonderful years and I enjoyed every moment of it. We understood and completed each other. But lately I've been missing that feeling.

I don't know I guess the love kind of got lost.
I never meant to hurt him. I swear I didn't.

But now I am leaving him. What kind of horrible person does that?

It's not fair that I get to be happy and live on, after I just broke a persons heart. The heart of someone that I love.

So I won't. I will not move on until he has.
If I were to move on now, how would that look to him? That our two years didn't mean anything to me? That he didn't?

I will not put him through that.
I can wait. Wait until he has forgiven me. Wait until he is happy again.

Because his happiness is my happiness.