slow dancing in the dark

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brinleys pov.

I'm for sure i meant it. I just could actually do it now since i'm drunk. I needed to see what he kissed like. I needed to fulfill the feelings inside me. If the tingle is true.

What do i say now? Do i just act like nothing happened or talk about it.

"So...Lets go somewhere," i hop off the chair and put my shoes on.

"I told you i didn't feel like driving," he's still turned around and looking at wall.

"Let's walk to the beach then. It's not that far," I grab my sweatshirt on and put my hair in a ponytail real quick.

He takes his keys and walks over to the door. I notice that he's not even looking at me. He just looks above me and is making fast movements with his eyes. It couldn't have been that big of a impact on him.

We walk out the door and make our way down the street. It's silence between us, and for dow it reason it makes me want to turn around and leave. But he only has tomorrow and that's it.

I see the sand up aways, and i jog up to it. I slip my shoes off and walk further to the water. I let my feet soak in the water and let out a big sigh.

I turn around and can't see Joey. I have to squint in the dark, but he's sitting down in the sand, looking off into the water.

He actually looks angelic. Some of his body is covered with darkness, while some is covered with the moonlight. He looks paler, but so soft.

He stands up and takes his shoes off. He walks slowly my way, but then stops. He gets up on his toes and puts his hands above his head.

He starts dancing, gracefully gliding over the sand. He makes ballet look so easy and beautiful. It's actually beautiful. Seeing how far he's come from dancing. I knew he was going to make it one day, and he's beyond great at it.

I watch him carefully, and watch every dip and formation of his arms go. I don't mean to stare so much, he just looks so good.

In a swift motion, he walks over and wraps his arms in his arms and picks me up to twirl me around. I giggle and lean my head back while i close my eyes.

I feel my feet hit the ground and i open my eyes up. I see that's he's already looking at me and i run my thumb across his cheek. I can't keep doing this to myself. I don't even know if i want this.

Before I can rethink what i know what's wrong, i connect my lips with him again. He immediately does the same, and i cling onto him. My fingers are already lost in his hair, and he grabs my waist tighter.

He picks me up and lays me down on the sand and i wrap my legs around his waist. He trails down my chin, jawline, and then my neck. He nibbles at my skin lightly, and it's weird to think he's experienced. I don't like to think that he's been with other girls.

I moan slightly and raise my hips up to his. For some reason, he stops and scurries up. "What the fuck?" I sit up and brush the sand off of me.

He looks at me, but it's hard. "Why do you keep stopping?" I feel embarrassed actually. It's like he's not attracted to me.

"Brinley you're drunk," he says calmly. Why doesn't he care?

"Okay and?"

He scoffs and shakes his head. "And i don't want to kiss you when you're drunk."

"Why not? That's the only time i would do it," i yell. I swear a pang of hurt hits his face, but he looks away and slowly nods his head up and down.

"Let's go," he starts to walk away, but i stay put.

"No," i cross my arms.

"Let's go Brinl.." i cut him off before he can finish. "I said no."

"Brinley god damnit, let's fucking go! God, do you ever stop being so fucking selfish?" He yells.

My arms drop and i look at him surprised. Why would he say that? Why is this all happening before he's leaving?

I fight back my words, and walk up to him, but speed past him. He didn't have to yell at me. I was embarrassed that he didn't kiss me, so yeah i don't want to walk with him.

I'm already at my house, and i look back and he's still a couple feet away. I rush inside and slam the door.

The sound of a car door closing and a car turning on makes me go to the door. He backs out of the driveway, then speeds down the road.

Tears brim my eyes and i let them fall. How could i be so stupid? I kissed him both times tonight and he didn't even want me.

I sniff and wipe my tears away while walking to my phone. I search Marcus in my texts, and type out my message.

-Text message to Marcus
come over.

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suup this one is short, but it was only a getting everything together for the next chapter. alright, enjoy :)