Just one look !

just one look :part one

Just take a deep breath I thought . You will be fine . I took a deep breath and stepped into the school grounds heaps of teenage boys were whizzing past on bikes and skateboards , some girls were sitting in a group doing homework and one couple was heavily making out in the corridor . I shuddered and immediately did not like this school. I loved my old one but we had to move because mum wanted a fresh start for the baby she was going to have in a few months . I did not know much about pregnancy but I knew that it was painful so I am sure I do not want babies myself . Especially when mum said I would have a difficult birth because I'm so small and skinny. I eat heaps and heaps but this just seems to make me even thinner , I kept having people at school commenting and saying that I was anorexic . I told them that they were crazy and that I was just born tiny .  Adam stood up for me and kissed me softly afterwards and said he loved my body . I love him so much that we are trying to do a long distance relationship and I am determined to make it work.

The reason we had to leave was because my mums boyfriend kept hitting her and when she found out she was pregnant with his baby she knew she had to protect the baby from his fierce hits . He didn't try and hit me because I'm not his daughter , I'm nothing to do with him. My father ran off when I was only two. I can't remember him at all and I don't wish to , my mum told me he was a total waste of space and that

He wasn't worth remembering .

I am making my way to C block now to meet my new for class , i think of my old one and start daydreaming about Adam and his beautiful shiny blonde hair and soft lips and I collide with someone and my books fall to the floor . 'I'm so sorry ' I stammer going red as I reach down to collect my books. I look up and see this extremely cute boy looking rather embarrassed . He ran away quickly not looking back . We'll wasn't he pleasant I thought to myself.  The Bell rang and I quickly rushed to class wondering if everyone was that rude ..........

I knocked loudly on the door of  C15 and waited quietly . I faintly heard someone mumble 'come in ' so I opened the door and stepped inside . Everyone turned around to stare at me and I could feel my cheeks going bright red. ' ahhh you must be the new girl ' the teacher boomed .                    'Everyone this is Evelyn Marsden and she is the new person in our class' Everyone was still staring at me , but I don't think that they were being unkind they were probably staring at my long hair. It is a light blonde but the end half of it is dyed pink, not hot pink , baby pink . Most of the teachers at my old school told me to dye it back but I just walked away . Most girls at my old school used to stare at me because they thought I was pretty. I remember Amber Bradley (a.k.a. my worst enemy) always told me that my hair looked stupid but I always saw her staring at it enviously wishing her short brown hair was long and blonde. Some girls in my new class were sniggering at me because I was so little and looked powerless , but some were shocked at my hair. I peered to the side of the classroom curious to have a gawp at every student  to see the boy that was rude to me . He was full on staring at me . He showed no emotion at all , he just stared at me intensely with his huge green eyes .

' Evelyn , you will sit next to Liam for now ' the teacher (mr hansen) said gesturing at the empty seat beside the green eyed boy. So his name is Liam I thought as I slowly walked up to him. I dumped my bag on my desk and pulled out my diary , he was looking away from me , clearly embarrassed.  To break the awkwardness between us I decided to speak. ' sorry about bumping into you before,  I tend to get a bit clumsy sometimes ' I said quietly trying not to annoy the teacher . Liam looked up genuinely surprised that I had spoken to him . 'That's okay Evelyn' he whispered. 'Please don't call me Evelyn I hate it . Just call me evie' I said smiling at him. ' sure evie ' he said smiling back. ' I love your hair , it's so cool ' he said . ' thanks ' I said hoping that the teacher would think that I was paying attention when I wasn't . The Bell suddenly causing me to jump and make my whole desk slip sideways and crash to the floor , the whole class stared at me laughing their heads off. I hunched up in my chair trying to hide myself  from further humiliation. ' don't worry it will get better ' said Liam standing up to go to his next class. ' thanks' I said surprised that he wasn't laughing. Maybe today wouldn't be as bad as I thought , I mean I had a friend didn't I .................

Science was a total nightmare , My teacher is so boring that I fell asleep the moment he opened his mouth. Then I had to go to English then p.e and finally lunch. I gathered my pizza and chips and sat in a corner at the back trying to be invisible but I had no suck luck , Liam saw me and made me sit with him . He introduced me to his group of friends . Firstly there was Violet who had amazing blue eyes and long wavy black hair. There was Jordan who had blue eyes blonde hair and Matt who had brown eyes and brown hair. They were all really nice , especially violet.

'So how do you like our school?' Violet asked kindly . I shrugged 'its okay I guess'. I only picked at my food , I couldn't stop thinking about mum and the baby. Liam squeezed My hand under the table and whispered 'are you okay?' I squeezed his hand back and whispered 'I think so'. He gave me a big grin and carried on talking to Matt about soccer and their coach, I just sat there wishing I could curl up In a ball and cry. It was a relief when the bell went, I jumped up from the table and ran my locker wanting to get away from everyone. I checked my timetable and saw that I had history, great , I actually really like history , I find it incredibly interesting. Violet walked up to me 'hey what do you have' she asked opening up her locker which was two lockers down from mine. I looked down not wanting her to see how upset I was, 'history' I replied