Ever wondered how you are going to perform a seemingly impossible task, wish you could postpone the inevitable even though you know in the deepest part of your heart that whatever you are dreading cannot wait and must be done ASAP. He arrived but not without giving me a 4th degree tear. I was happy and relieved when the birth attendants held him up for me to see and announced' your baby is here' but horrified when I saw suturing needle and thread. ' What are going to do with that,' I asked with bated breath.
