Hidden Secret

Ch.1 - Knowing Fellow Tom

Tom would have many secrets but he does have one so called dark secret that he wouldn't dare tell to anyone, not even the guys he have hanged out with as it would make him feel embarrassed, or possibly make his companions being uncomfortable near him. One particular day in the new house, Tom sighed as he finally entered and closed the entrance door. In his hand was a paperbag that was hiding something that he had bought back at the store.

'I guess this one should be more interesting than the usual, well that was said by her..,' Tom silently thought to himself as he walked to his room, holding the bag in his arms, hoping no one will interfere him.

You may wonder as to how far he had done this routine occasionally, he didn't do such thing everyday. Tom would go to the store, perhaps to be more specific, a sex store whenever his friend mentioned any good or rather said; pleasuring toys that would help Tom out with his odd sexual frustration. The other boys; Edd and Matt never knew about this secretive side of Tom since all they knew about the blue-hoodie man was that he tends to be quite heartless and really just care about himself, not in Matt's way though- if not himself, he does help out them sometimes as it was just some minor things like buying some cola or helping out with some house chores. They both do like Tom despite the rough tone the short male tend to use whenever they tried to speak, but it is nice to hear Tom's soft tone as well but it is quite rare to be able to hear from the said man.

Tom was actually quite smart in trying to hide himself with this secret, however, as more months came along since the start of this silent act, the harder it is for him to keep himself being quiet in the large house filled with his friends. Tom honestly was scared at first when he wanted to do his thing because well, he is a virgin and he doesn't have anyone who are in a love relationship with him- Tom gave up when it comes to love topic and just do whatever he likes. He wouldn't admit it himself but he is much more into the submissive action when it comes to sex, yeah he is bi simply to say. He started making a move to the sex store, without letting Edd nor Matt knows ever since the boys have moved back in their old house that was repaired and live there in just a few weeks. What made Tom wanting to just go to the sex store? Well, he just didn't want to find someone and felt the frustration of not having sex- it was odd when Edd found Tom in the hospital with many splinters and when asked what happened, Tom lied and said he just fell off into bunch of cactuses. The truth was actually he just had sex with a tree; weird but let's move along now.

The first time he went to the sex store, he was being hesitant and clearly flustered seeing various of sex toys you could think of. Tom was honestly unsure with what he should buy to know that he could have fun with it, it took a while for him to search but eventually a mature looking young lady came up to him,"Hello there sir, need any help?"

The question came out softly from the lady's mouth and immediately made Tom blushed lightly from embarrassment, looking away as he stuttered in a soft voice,"Y-yes.. I-I do need some h-help.."

The lady smiled as she tried to help Tom to feel calm so he wouldn't have any anxiety rush.

"Sir, don't feel flustered around here. Everyone has their own kinks and sex styles of their own for enjoyment. May I know what kind of toys you would like to have?"
"W-well this is kinda odd.. But I wanted to find submissive toys to help out my sexual frustration.."
"Follow me sir, also may I ask if you have done any sexual intercourse with anyone already?"

Tom blushed darker and just stuttered once again,"J-j-just once, but I-I would prefer t-to have a safer y-yet pleasuring way to enjoy sex by myself"

The lady giggled lightly and smiled,"Alright then sir, lemme help you out picking some good toys that I am sure you'll enjoy it"

The lady then walked in front of Tom which he nodded and followed her. They walked towards the male sex toys section where they could see variety of toys which made Tom a bit shy to look at, making the lady noticed his light blush.

"You seem a bit flustered sir, is this something new to you?"
"W-well actually y-yes.."
"Don't worry, besides I worked here for a long while and you were definitely not the first one who acted like this"

As the lady spoke out her words, she then giggled and reassured Tom that he didn't need to be shy about picking his toys. She gestured towards Tom to go to the area and picked out his toys but she noticed that Tom was quite being unsure what to pick for himself despite nearly most of the toys were known to be helpful with people's sex game. As the shopkeeper, she proceeded to help Tom out.

"Sorry to bother but you did mentioned you only had sex once right?"
After that question came out, she received a nod from the blushing man. With a smile, the lady then asked many questions that made Tom a bit shy to answer but it would help her out to pick a toy that would match Tom's likings.

"Could I ask for your name sir? Hopefully that would ease the tension in you"
"The name's Tom.."
"Well Tom may I ask if you have any specific likings towards toys? Like vibrators? Or perhaps dildo?"
"U-Um.. Let's just say I'm much of a beginner in this.."

With that, the lady nodded and asked more questions and this time, it was about taste. Tom was really feeling weird talking to a female shopkeeper with the topic but he knew that the lady was only helping him out. Texture, speed pace, manual or auto- you name it; the lady then picked out several toys and showed it at the man. She had picked vibrating single bead with a string attached to it, beads that commonly used to prep, and a vibrating buttplug.

"As you see, I have picked these things as you are a beginner. Knowing you're new, I think these could help you out for now"
"..For now?"
"Well yeah, I mean you are sexually frustrated- unless you are fine with just these of course. I just thought you know um.. You might come back here again and wanted something rougher?"

The lady awkwardly laughed since she didn't want to give any trouble to her customer. Tom somehow could understand what she was trying to point out which he then nodded and spoke out his agreement.

"Uh, well um thanks for helping?"
"It is my job after all"
"Could I ask your name? Cuz yeah, I don't really want to exposed myself that much.."
"Understandable Tom, the name's Jill"

They both then proceed to the cashier counter and along the way, they felt comfortable as they talked to each other. The longer they had talked, Tom eventually didn't felt tensed up anymore around Jill as she has now knew about his situation and also his reason to arrive to such location; this sex store. Once Jill had checked out Tom's item, she then gladly gave out a small paper to him, "Here's my number so don't hesitate to ask anything about ya know 'this' hehe"

That whole scenario went on back during the time Tom went out alone without having anyone's attention which then made him now having this odd routine of going out to the store. Oddly, his companions in the house had no clue about it.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Hello there, Ruru here. If you had known me just from this profile, you might think I am a very not sane person. Anyway, this is my first time making a fanfic and I do feel embarrassed reading it myself. However, this will be a slow update and hopefully have an interesting feedback from you guys.
One more thing:
I may not be the best at writing but I hope you guys could understand AND know that this whole fanfiction is just filled with smut, and possibly some other factors in a normal fanfic.
Bye bye >_<