empty - c.yeonjun

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sora's pov

  it was the quitest dinner me and my parents have ever had. after 𝘩𝘪𝘴 death, everything changed. mom and dad never really cared about me but now it's even worse. before 𝘩𝘪𝘴 death, getting a B at tests would always be fine for mom, now she would always kick and punch me. dad, he's calm and chill but always go to work and i never see him. he doesn't even leave calls or texts to look out for me. after 𝘩𝘪𝘴 death, he quited his job and would say unpleasant things to me like 'why can't you be the one that died?' 'why are you still alive' or 'why are you even  alive?'. my parents used to dote 𝘩𝘪𝘮. they care about 𝘩𝘪𝘮 while they don't even care about  my condition other than my grades. 𝘩𝘦 wasn't even that different than me.  𝘩𝘦 was smart. like really smart. 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 a top student. 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 every parent's dream son. while me, i'm not that smart but we have the same personality. we spent our time together. 𝘩𝘦 is the dream brother. 𝘩𝘦 always took care of me, comfort me, and make me enjoy life.

   at the table, mom and dad usually chat with each other and pretends that i'm not even there. but now, no one talked. but there was something different, they were glaring at each other, then,  " i'll sign the papers, but you have to get out of this house, my house " mom said angrily. dad then just nodded. that's when i relized that they're devorcing. i was shocked. it was probably mom caught dad cheating. a week ago, i overheard mom screaming through the phone that dad was cheating on her and she wants to divorce instantly. i was hopeless. i felt empty again. now there's only one person left that is in the family. 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 gone, now dad's gone.

   my brother died. the brother that i truly loved. the only person in this world i cared and loved. 𝘺𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘩𝘢. 𝘩𝘦 died in a car crash 5 months ago. i was with 𝘩𝘪𝘮 in the crash but, i was the only one that survived. we were exactly one year apart. 𝘩𝘦 was born in 2000 while i was born in 1999. on 21st march. we always spent our birthdays together. 𝘩𝘦 would always get presents from our parents and me but, 𝘩𝘦 always gives me presents twice as much as what 𝘩𝘦 gets because our parents would never give me any present. after 𝘩𝘪𝘴 funeral. i stayed until the morning crying at 𝘩𝘪𝘴 grave. i was shivering since it was at night. the weather was cold. i cried every night thinking about 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘩𝘦 would sleep with me whenever i'm sad, now i got no one.

𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀, 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗼 𝗶 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆. 𝘆𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗷𝘂𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁. 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 𝗼𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮.𝗸.𝗮, 𝘆𝗼𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗮. 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘃𝗼𝘁𝗲!!! 𝗶 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗱𝗮𝘆
~𝗷𝗶