It's been a year more since we knew eachother.
Until now we still do,
but it's more distant than before.
We used to be so close,
to know one another,
to tell stories and support eachother,
and loved eachother.
Yes, we used to be together.
Now, it's distant.
Just to be clear, I don't have feelings for him anymore.
Maybe I have a bit,
but that's because of how assuring he was and comfortable to be around with.
Losing someone that you care about so much and depend on so much, still hard to let go.
Probably sounds crazy, what's even crazier is that I already felt comfortable with him after half a year.
At times, I wonder
Of how much we encounter.
Sometimes, you would be in my class with my friends, chatting away.
And now every P.E class, your class and mine are combined.
At times, I wonder
When we encounter,
What do you think of?
Returning my friend's sharpener?
Or at that same time
Are you reminded of me when I shouted at my friend for being obnoxious?
Where did your mind wandered when I suddenly scored a goal for our team in soccer during P.E.?
Do we have the same thoughts?
Whenever we are encountered,
do you suddenly think of me like I think of you?
