Normal life

Chapter 1

February 3, Welcome my name is Alexander and this book will be about my normal life and if I did die well haha you have something to remember me about this book I am making this for people not forget me so yeah and I go to Joshua middle school.
I have 10 friends and a best friend and I have a crush on my friend she so cute and I miss my high school because those people are not bored then this year but I mean I am not funny cool I am just a white boy who likes girls and I am a gamer.
February 4, well today is my birthday and I am 15 and fuck my best friend is taller than me but I am older than him but I am going to push him and I am going to say who is tall now and you guys are going to say are you funny well I am funny and in class, I am scared what happened well my classmates were moaning and they were making weird jokes and than one kid named Josh he started to talk about my dick and how I am thick and I just think if my classmates are gay or not and being an eight-grader sucks because you have to be smart and you have to be cool or if you not they hate you I mean I failed so I can't change about people what think of me so they know me as a loser and my friend found a condom and it was used so I am scared who got fucked in my school or what if the teacher was fucking a student now thinking about it ew.
February 25, well it been a long time I wrote on this but I got a girlfriend and it was my crush fuck, yeah I mean this is my first girlfriend but I think it was epic and I have to say thanks to my friend because my best friend plan this shit so in lunchtime, I was just eating and thinking about my crush and I just heard my crush name and like me, friends said it on the same time but my best friend says, love but I was happy.