Is this True Love?

Chapter 1 : "Best" Summer Ever

It all started off on the last day of summer 2018. I just finished my softball season as 1st place champions. The first day of school, a boy named Alex came up to me and introduced himself. He was tall with thick brown hair and gorgeous brown eyes. I didn't know what to say! I was just speechless. That next day he hit me up on snap chat and told me that I'm cute. I kept blushing and blushing and couldn't feel my thumbs typing to respond. He was literally the cutest boy I have ever seen! A week passed and we were officially known as talking. We were just talking back and forth until one day we admitted they liked each other. IT WAS LITERALLY UNBELIEVABLE! I never thought a guy like him would ever like a girl like me. I can't believe it, I literally can not believe it!!! So that next day, he said the most charming words a 13 year old boy would say. He said, "will you go out with me?" And of course I turned as red as a rose could ever be and try to play it cool. I literally said, "yeah sure." Like what type of words are that I could of said "yes!" or "of course" but all I literally said was "yeah sure." He would do the sweetest gestures, let me wear his hoodie, buy me Starbucks, tell me I'm the girl of his dreams, tell me I'm his everything. So one day after school, I wondered, "what if I kissed him!" He was talking and I just starred at his romantic lips talking and once he was gonna say goodbye to leave school, he came in for that kiss too! I kept it low key but I was so happy inside! It was my magical first kiss with him! I couldn't stop blushing... a week passed and we finally went on our "first date" at school. We were just making out that was really it. But the closer I got with Alex the more I realized maybe my relationship with him wasn't gonna last long. I realized we were taking our relationship too fast. So we were invited to our first party as a couple where everything changed! It was my best friends birthday party, her name is Hellen. So Alex and I went to her party pretty chill and all of the sudden, Alex's girl best friend walks into the room. I knew her from last year because she did call me a b**ch. So I go to get some food because why not and I see her there with MY boyfriend!! She was smoking some weed and drinking some vodka and she's only 14!!! Like what!!! She belonged in juvi. She was a criminal from before the party even. Rumors has it that she even has a tattoo on the right of her back. I caught my own boyfriend smoking with her! I couldn't believe it. From there was when I lost 2 friendships. The friendship I had with Hellen because she was talking all this crap about me and the friendship I had with Alex. Once I left, my friends told me that Hellen was talking crap about me so I ain't fu**ing with her no more. Now with Alex that's where I felt bad because I did get really mad at him. I thought he was cheating on me! We were still dating but the following school day, he broke up with me. HE broke up with ME! That was the first time I have ever gotten dumped. And he was only my 3rd boyfriend. So I cried and cried. A couple weeks later another boy caught my eye. He became my bsf. During all of this time... I had a secret, the biggest secret of all, I didn't want anyone to know... my parents are DIVORCED.