Once I had you by my side to pierce
this appealing silence which scares me away.
Those days I had your voice in my heart, your touch in my actions and your style in my life.
The little universe we made was promising, but it failed to keep following the laws of physics... It stopped expanding and changed to a big crunch like Stephen told...
The silence in the beginning of nightfall makes me remember those colourful nights we had together. The wind tries to make me feel the way you once did but failed ... After all nothing in this world can make me feel the way you once did. Those useless fights...
I don't think we can make a comeback...after all you was the restoring force that operated in me. I just lost that. My mobility of mind just increases with entropy without defying the laws of thermodynamics.
This numbness, this howling silence waters my eyes. I once hoped if not this life then afterlife... But in the labyrinth of life, I realised there is no heaven, no hell , no afterlife ... This is what you've got.. this is where you live your only life.. don't fantasize your death... I'm sorry I lost track... After all who would've thought the space time curve would suddenly bounce straight for no reason. We had no reason to come to such a logical conclusion. Maybe the dark matter changed it's mind.
