Still Into You ~~~JENLISA~~~ BOOK 1

Chapter 21

I'm cheating!!

I need to distance myself to her.

I don't want to lose Jennie.

Focus Manoban.

Its been fucking 3 years.

Yet I didn't know what I felt for her.

I hate this.

'why now chaeyoung? when I already love someone.?'

'why now that I already find my happiness?'

I thought I've already moved on.

But I guess no.

I'm still into you but What is this love that I felt for Jennie??

I really love her , I can't bare to hurt her.

I don't want to hurt her like you did to me.

I don't want her to left me like you did.

I suddenly felt my heart ache as I saw Chaeyoung look at me sadly.

I want to hug her but I can't.

I felt every minutes my tears will fall down so I quickly stand up and tell them that I need to pee.

I rushed to the Comfort Room and there my tears start to fall down.

Luckily no one's in here.

But I quickly turned my back when someone open the door and locked it.

I don't know who is that person.

I felt someone's wrapped on my waist.

She crying. I know this is chaeyoung.

I forcedly let go of her hands on my waist and face her.

"I'm sorry Lisa. Please forgive me." She said still crying.

I don't want to see her crying So I look away.

"Why did you comeback? What for chaeyoung?" I asked still not looking at her.

Tears still flowing on my cheeks.

"To make you mine again. Lisa, I still love you. Please give me a chance to prove myself to you. Please Lisa. I know you still love me." She said and her cry started to be loud.

I don't want to see her crying because I'm also hurting.

"You know Jennie is mu girlfriend already. I don't want to hurt her. So please stop this shit chaeyoung. We're over already." I said and look at her.

She walk towards me and It made me startled as she hold my cheeks.

She leaned on me and the next thing I know she's kissing me already.

I missed her kiss.

I missed her touch.

I missed her smell.

I missed looking at her eyes .

She's moving her lips on mine and she closed her eyes.

'this is wrong!'

I tried to push her away but its no use. I was still startled by her kiss.

I started kissing her back when I felt that I running out of breath.

I bit her lower lip Asking for entrance which is she gladly grant and that made her moan.

The tension between us are now burning.

She placed her hands on my nape pulling me closer to her and I hold her waist.

I felt her warmth on my skin as she pulled herself on mine.

I push her to the wall and we're fighting for dominance and I won.

She put her legs on mine and I carry her on the sink.

Lust is eating me.

I can't help my self but to touch her breast that made her moan.

My kiss is traveling down on her neck.

Her hands are roaming on my back.

I slid my right hand on her shirt and I massage her breast.

But I came back to reality when someone knock on the door.

I quickly stand up straight and she did.

She walk towards the door and open it.

I fixed myself and pretending that nothing happened between us.

I sigh in relief when it wasn't Jennie.

Some students I guess.

'fuck.! we almost did it. Arrgggghh! I'm so stupid.!' I cursed myself.

I exited the Comfort room and walk towards the cafeteria.

I hope Jennie didn't notice that I cry.

Chaeyoung is already there at the table and she didn't look at me.

I sat beside Jennie and she smile at me.

I smiled back.

"what took you so long?? I can't eat well." She said like a baby That made me chuckle.

"D-dad call me. A-and we talk some things. Sorry so let's Eat. We still have 45 minutes." I said.

We start eating and Jisoo unnie was being clingy to Chaeyoung.

I just focus on Jennie who is teasing Jisoo unnie and Chaeyoung.

I can't deny that I was still feeling a little bit something For chaeyoung. Maybe I still Love her.

But when I look at Jennie who is look so happy I felt guilty.

I shouldn't did it to chaeyoung.

What if Jennie knows what happened between me and Chaeyoung.

No!! I can't let it happen.

I don't want her to know about my past with chaeyoung, But I know she need to know my past. But not now. I will find a chance to tell it to her. And I'm sure that I already love her.

'I'm so sorry Jennie. Sorry that I choose to hide this. I don't want to loose You that's why I'm hiding this. Give me time so I can earn my strength to tell you this. I'm really sorry. I promise I will fix this all.'  I said at the back of my mind while looking at Jennie.

Sorry Jenlisa shippers out there but I need to put some Chaelisa moment for the flow of the story.

Take care.

Oh my god. I really want to have a hammer bong but I don't have money 😭😭😭 and also I need to save money for their next concert here in manila. huhuhu. Why do I need to choose between hammer bong and Concert. But I will do my best so My mom will buy me a hammer bong. Hehehe. I need to study hard for that hammer bong.

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