Insecure! Suicidal!Jack X Reader | 4/5

Start from the beginning
                                        

Now light a match,

A hand touches my face gently, "Dude, if you're in there," Corbyn! Yes! "Y/N thinks its her fault you jumped."

Stand back,

I didn't jump I fell! I remember now, I stepped up to the edge, leaning my hands on the half-wall. The thought of jumping crossed my mind and then suddenly my body tipped forwards, out of my control and I fell.

Watch them explode, explode,

But Corbyn doesn't reply. I'm not speaking, and he can't hear me.

Explode, explode,

"Wake up..." Corbyn whispers, "Please."

When you've been fighting for it all your life,

SKIP
L/N

I cup his cheeks in my hands and lean down, resting my forehead on his, "Please, Jack." I whisper, my tears falling from my eyes onto his cheeks and running down.

You've been struggling to make things right,

"I love you." I mumble, "God I love you so much... I wish I hadn't walked out..." I press a gentle kiss to his lips before stepping away allowing Daniel to wrap me in a hug.

That's how a superhero learns to fly,

Avery
That's it. I have to wake up. It's been too long, I've decided what needs to happen.

(Every day, every hour,

I start at my fingers, shifting them slightly before celebrating the small success. I then move on to my arm.

Turn the pain into power)

But suddenly, as if I wasn't asleep at all, I'm sitting up, my hand clutched in Corbyn's grip. There's bandages around my middle, arms and head, restricting my movement.

When you've been fighting for it all your life,

"Jack!" She gasps, averting my attention from the gaping boys. Suddenly she's cradled in my arms, sitting on my lap with her face buried in my hair, her arms around my neck.

You've been working every day and night,

I wrap my arms around her, "Fuck..." I mumble into her collarbone, "I didn't mean to fall I just tripped." I whisper, "I didn't mean to..."

That's how a superhero learns to fly,

L/N
I breathe in the smell of his shampoo, "I don't care what it was, you're alright now..." I mumble, shifting so I'm looking slightly down at him.

(Every day, every hour,

He smiles shyly, his cheeks reddening like mine at the position we're in, but I only lean my head down and connect our lips again.

Turn the pain into power)

He kisses back, straightening his spine so we're matched for height, "I love you, I'm so sorry." He mumbles between kisses.

(Power, power, power, power, power)

We pull away, "It's me who should be apologizing," I bring a hand up to his hair, gently combing my fingers through it, "I should've just given myself to you when you offered yourself to me."

Oh, yeah...

"You weren't ready..." He mumbles, nudging my nose with his, "I tried to push you into doing something you weren't ready to do."

(Power, power, power, power, power)

"Well I'm ready now." A mocking voice comes from behind me and I whip around, "Fuck you too." I say to the group of boys, "You can't take this away from me."

(Every day, every hour,

Corbyn and Daniel laugh and Jonah just chuckles as Zach continues to mock us, eventually being dragged out of the room by Eben.

Turn the pain into power)

"Thank god they're gone." Jack mumbles, resting his head on my shoulder. I giggle slightly, "You're fucking adorable," I kiss his hair, "And you're all mine."

(Power, power, power, power, power)

SKIP
He wraps his arms around me and I snuggle further into his bare chest under the bedsheets, enveloped by the smell of him.

(Power, power, power, power, power)

"I missed you." I whisper. He sighs, "I'm out now, it went well." He replies.

Ooh, yeah,

He had to have surgery for an internal wound they somehow missed, he was in EM for a day before he was given the green light.

Whoa,

"But it almost didn't go well, they took twelve hours to figure out whether you'd live or not." I protest, running a finger along the scar on his stomach.

(Every day, every hour, Turn the pain into power)

He catches my wrist, bring my hand up to his lips and gently kissing the back of my hand, "The past is the past."

When you've been fighting for it all your life,

"We've got our whole lives ahead of us now, don't dwell on what happened." He mumbles, making me look into his eyes. I could stay in this moment forever.

You've been struggling to make things right,

He presses his lips to mine, melting all my worries away and making me forget everything in our past to start anew.

That's how a superhero learns to fly.

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I guess I gotta start the Jonah one now *laughs nervously* I don't know how

~Alayna

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