Why Don't We Imagines | REQUESTS: OPEN

Insecure! Suicidal!Jack X Reader | 4/5

Turn the pain into power)

He sighs, "Before you say anything, I just want you to know what i said before still stands."

She's got lions in her heart,

I look down, standing up again to leave, "Wait where are you going?"

A fire in her soul,

"There's no point in me being here if what you said when you left still stands." I mutter, not turning to face him.

He's got a beast in his belly,

"Don't tell me-" "I've fucking fallen for you!" I spit, turning around to face him, "You and your stupid pretty face and your soft curly hair and your fucking personality!" His eyes are wide with shock.

That's so hard to control,

"But I'm too late! I should've just accepted you when you offered yourself to me!" I throw my hands up, walking out the room without another word.

'Cause they've taken too much hits,

He tries to call me back but I just dart into Zach's room. "What happened?" He asks, seated on his bed.

Taking blow by blow,

I just fall into his arms, "I shouldn't have come, I knew he wouldn't want me."

Now light a match,

Avery

Second time. I blew it. How many more before I finally get it into my fucking stupid head that I have a chance?

Stand back,

In a daze I pull on a shirt and exit my room, stumbling through the house like I'm drunk until I somehow reach the roof.

Watch them explode,

I move over to the edge, wondering what it would be like if I just stepped off the edge. Would I die immediately or would I lie there, pain taking over my body?

She's got lions in her heart,

It's as if it's happened, as if I've jumped, I can feel pain coursing through my muscles and bones, the white heat of agony taking over my senses.

A fire in her soul,

L/N
"It's my fault!" I scream, "I shouldn't have walked out! Let me see him!" I scream, pulling against Jonah's hold on my body, watching over Zach's shoulder as they load Jack into the ambulance.

He's got a beast in his belly,

"He fell Y/N, it wasn't you!" Corbyn shouts back before they close the ambulance doors and drive away, Corbyn and Jack inside.

That's so hard to control,

I fall back against Jonah, sobbing messily, "He's gonna die!" I wail, "And I'm never gonna be able to kiss him or hold him!"

'Cause they've taken too much hits,

"He won't die, they won't let him die." Daniels voice cut's through the mess as Jonah wraps his arms around me tightly.

Taking blow by blow,

Avery

Did I jump? It hurts so much... Is anyone there?