Why Don't We Imagines | REQUESTS: OPEN

Insecure! Suicidal!Jack X Reader | 4/5

That's how a superhero learns to fly,

I try so hard to push them out, I try so hard to block her out of my life so I can focus, but when I close my eyes its her there in my mind; just behind my eyelids, waiting for me to fall asleep.

(Every day, every hour,

L/N
"I don't think it's a good idea for you to try to follow him to LA, you remember what he said, right?" Bf/n protests.

Turn the pain into power)

"I know I know, but I'm hoping Zach or Corbyn might be on my side." I mutter back, biting my nails nervously.

When you've been fighting for it all your life,

"And when they're not?" She says cynically. I slap her hand away as it reaches for me, "I thought you of all people would understand how much he means to me!" I hiss.

You've been working every day and night,

"I do, I'm just worried that maybe he's not ready to see you again, I'm afraid that you'll be as hurt as he was!" She rebukes, pulling her hand away.

That's how a superhero learns to fly,

I finally reach down and click the small, blue purchase button on my tablet screen, "I'm going, and you can't stop me." I say firmly.

(Every day, every hour,

Avery
"Fuck I miss her." I mumble to myself, wiping the tear that just dropped onto my phone screen away.

Turn the pain into power)

The photo on my screen is of her sixteenth birthday, which we spent just lazing about at her house. The photo was taken by her mother and sent to me.

All the hurt, all the lies,

In it, the two of us are mid-tickle fight, both with smiles on our faces and joyous tears in our eyes. I remember we laughed until our sides ached.

All the tears that they cry,

A smile creeps onto my face as I swipe to the next photo, in which Y/N and I are squishing each others faces like fish and facing the camera.

When the moment is just right,

"Why don't you just go see her?" Zach's voice comes from the doorway and I grab a pillow, about to throw it at him when I catch a glimpse of the pillow.

You see fire in their eyes,

It's f/c with small black and white rabbits on it, given to me by Y/N. Instead of throwing it I hold it to my chest, "I don't even know where she lives." I mutter.

'Cause he's stronger than you know,

"Fucking hell." Zach sighs, "She never moved you idiot, if you kept in contact like Corbyn and I did you'd know."

A heart of steel starts to grow,

L/N
"Bf/n you don't have to do this, you can go back." I remind her, but she shakes her head, "I wanna be there for you if it turns to shit."

When you've been fighting for it all your life,

I sigh, looking up once again for the Uber we ordered. "There it is." Bf/n points as a black car pulls up.

You've been struggling to make things right,

The trunk is popped and we sling our luggage in, quickly getting in the car and telling the driver the address Zach gave me.