It's been almost one month since matt and I had started dating. Nothing special has really happened. It's like we're only friends, but it's okay... I mean, at least he's not being cheesy or anything.
"hi babyyy" Matt said before he sat between Me and Ciaran and gave me a kiss.
"You act like you weren't just in the bathroom for 2 minutes"
"Ew don't kiss in front of me" Ciaran joked.
"Why? Cause we're gay?"
"No cause Matt's teeth are fucked" He laughed and put a fruit roll-up in his mouth.
"Literally all of our teeth are fucked, stop attacking yourself, mate" I got up and sat beside Ciaran.
"ugh...c-can I- like- sit on your lap or like itsokayifnot" Matt nervously asked while fidgeting with his sweaty hands.
"I- yeah sure, why not"
Matt sat on my lap and kissed me on the lips once again.
"Ugh y'all are killing me. Scoot over." Ciaran rolled his eyes, throwing the fruit roll-up rapper somewhere.
"Watch the attitude, your mom is gonna get mad if she finds out you were throwing trash in her house" It sounded like I was joking or being sarcastic, but I'm just naturally annoying and bossy.
"What are you, my father? I'll pick it up later" Ciaran raised his voice which actually scared me a little bit.
"K whatever, you've been getting really annoying lately" I snapped back.
Ciaran ignored me and just looked back at the screen. I shrugged and kissed matt on purpose just to annoy him.
He rolled his eyes and stormed to his room.
Ciaran's POV
I slammed my door and laid on my bed.
Ever since Ian started dated Matt, I feel like he doesn't even treat me like his best friend anymore. I'm just the third wheel that ruins everything. I wanna tell him but I don't want to say too much or let all my built up emotions out on him and I end up ruining our friendship forever. I can't lose Ian, he's the only person that has ever really listened and cared about me.
Ian's POV
At this point I just felt really awkward and I wanted to leave.
I texted Ciaran that Matt and I were gonna leave, then I turned everything off in the living room and we left.
Ciaran's POV
Great. He left. Now I'm alone. He doesn't care about me. No one cares about me. I'm all alone. He hates me.
I basically just laid there and cried till I fell asleep. Haven't done that in a while. Now that I'm all alone, I'm gonna be doing that more often. It's my fault. It's always my fault.
