Fall || A Hyunjin FF ||

01

The sensation of drowning grew in my chest and spread through my body like wild fire. All I knew was that I needed to get to the surface as fast as possible.
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I woke up with a start, beads of sweat marking my face. I looked around and, for the first time in my life, I was relieved to see the beds of the other orphans I shared a room with. I got out of bed and walked quietly to the restroom, not trying to wake up the other kids.
Once I got there I brushed my teeth and took a shower in one of the many stalls. I decided not to brush my hair, no use in impressing anyone.
I went back to my bed and grabbed a hoodie, a pair of jeans, and some shoes, I quickly changed and sat back down staring out the little window by my bed.

"Y/N. I was just coming up here to wake you up dear." I looked up and saw sister Carmen, my favorite sister of them all, the only one that treated me human. "Come, let me walk you to the bus stop." She said, beckoning me to her. I got up and grabbed my backpack and walked towards her.
She smiled at me and walked out of the room as I followed. While walking I told sister Carmen about the drowning dream, the same one I have had for the past month. Once we got to the bus stop she smilled and bid her goodbyes, "Love peace and chicken grease." I remarked the inside joke between me and her. She lightly laughed and walked away.

I waited for the bus patiently, I looked up at the few faces around me, a mother of two and a grandma with her husband. The bus then pulled up, I walked on and paid. Like the many other times I walked all the way to the back and sat down, I watched as the mother and her two kids also walked on and sat up front. I wondered how it would feel like to have a mom to drive me to school instead of me taking the bus. I shook off the thoughts and stared out the window.
||•Time Skip to school•||
I walked off the bus and walked the rest of the way to school. Once I got there I went to the library to try to finish the homework I couldn't do the other day. When I finished I checked the time and noticed that it's about time the other students got here.
I put my stuff away and put my hood on and walked out of the library with my head down. One thing I learned from the many schools I have been to is to never make eye contact with anyone.

I safely got to my class and sat in my desk all the way in the back where no one notices me. Soon kids started to pour in like rain, I wish those kids were rain, then I wouldn't be able to see any of their ugly faces. The teacher walked in and announced that we will be having a new kid in school. Great fantastic another kid to deal with. "I hope it's a boy." I heard a girl say. Of course you want it to be a boy, all the girls in this school ever want is for someone to get in their pants, those little sluts. I just stay there already bored and wanting to go back to the orphanage even tho I would disappoint sister Carmen. The teacher told the kid to enter the class, I stared out the window not really caring about what was going on. "Is this seat taken?" I heard a voice saying. Without looking up I shook my head as a no. I felt the chair beside me pull out and the kid sat down. I finally looked to the side and looked at the boy. The boy finally got a good look at me as his eyes widened he looked at me with tears in his eyes.
"Y/N?"

Tf how he know my name? Who is this kid???

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A/N--sorry if this is a little bit boring and pardon some of my typos this is my first fan fiction I have ever written so please understand. Thank you.