Tay's POV
Me and Julia have been growing apart lately she's made so many new friends she hangs out with and I'm so used to her wanting I hang out but now she has all these other people to hang out with and it's almost like she's forgotten me. I would have turned the car around to go see her if she hadn't been acting the way she has.
Taylor and I pulled into the parking lot and we found a parking spot and got out we bought our wristbands for the water park. We went to the water park and they had 6 "rides" they had 4 slides, wave pool, and a lazy river. First we went on to the rage and it was so much fun and we sat in our float and floated around the river and just talked about random things and how everything was going so well. As a silence started my mind drifted off and I started thinking about Julia and how heartless of me it was to be here and not with her because for all I know is she could be dead right now and I don't even know it. So I snapped out of it and told Taylor that "once we got back to the side our stuff was on we were going to leave" he said "I understand." And we finally got to the exit of the lazy river and walked to our stuff I pick up my phone and look at it I have 17 missed calls and 52 texts I unlock my phone and as I get to the end of all the messages Aaron sent me I start crying. About 15 minutes ago he texted me and said "Tay I don't know how else to say this but Julia is gone..." I grab Taylor and hug him as tight as I can and soak his shirt in tears I couldn't believe my best friend since I was born was dead I would never skateboard with her to lunch, would never get to help her dye her hair crazy colors, and would never get to talk to her again. It just made me think about what it's like. To be dead because that's all I really wanted to be, Dead. I want to be with her I want to be with all my dogs that have passed away and my family members but then I remembered I have Matt, Taylor, Mack, and the rest of the guys who were here for me but as Taylor was carrying me out to the car for us to drive to the hospital I started crying and yelling "I want to die" over and over and Taylor just started crying and he grabbed my hand and said "please don't say that Tay I love you so much just please don't do anything to hurt your self!" I just stopped crying and said "I dont think I could do this" and the rest of the trip all you could here in that car was crying...
I know this is a really sad chapter but the last chapter will be chapter 20 so watch out for the finale! Love you
