Harry and Louis In the fic 👆🏼
Harry - 19 B!H
Louis - 21 T!L
Part 1 :
London , U.K
January 1st 2013
Harry' POV
Today was awful
I thought staf couldn't get worse
but everything just kept closing on me
I decided that that's It ,
today I'm gonna stop It
today I'm gonna stop my suffering
I can't take It anymore
today , I'm gonna end me
I went through the dark night
trying to get myself back home
- If u can call this place a home -
so I can finally end It all
I felt numb
watching as the dark just gaind on me with no care
usually I skipped this part of the street cause I was to afraid to get Into the alley
but this time I thought - why not -
I had nothing to lose anyway
I had tears running down my face
my vision was blurry
I just stepped Into the alley
without even noticing I did
The alley was long
dark
full of dust
just two long crowded walls
that just threatened to suck your life away
I was about to cross It out alive when suddenly my body was pulled against the wall by a stranger
my lips got sucked Immediately
and my eyes closed shot
I tried to resist and push the mysterious man off me but his hold only got tighter on me and his lips rougher
I opend my eyes just for a moment to take a look at the stranger and If my lips weren't conected to his I would probably gasp out of shock and amusement
The guy was beautiful
sharp cheekbones ,drawn jawline ,
light facial hair that was spiky and chiseled
I felt numb when his lips finally left mine but I was still stunned , pinned to the wall unable to move
when suddenly the stranger opened his eyes
Revealing the most beautiful eyes Iv'e ever seen In my life
Ocean eyes
Eyes that I could drown Into If I took one step closer , dark blue with tiny bits of teal
Our gaze never left each other
we were just staring at each other
I knew that was the time to run and save myself but I couldn't move a single muscle , my bones were stuck In one place unable to guide me anywhere
In the kiss
I felt our bottom fronts touching
and his hands were running down my whole body and I would lie If I'd say I didn't have a boner from the bulge on bulge contact
but right now I couldn't take my eyes off of the stranger
I was about to finally rescue myself but as I took a stap I couldn't hold myself up
I fell to the floor breathless with a couple of scars
Scars from the strangers hands holding my body tight
Scares from previous cuts I made on my own cause I hated myself so much but I felt nothing , Numb .
I felt a weight sitting beside me and when I looked to the side It still was him
the same man that just made me feel staf I never felt before
he took my head In his hands and placed It on his chest and his warm arms wrapped around me tightly
at first I was afraid
I wanted to just scream and run away
but his warm arms kept me still
I felt safer with him then I felt In my own house , It was just a place I could be In
no warmness , no home
nothing really
I lived alone cause my parents died and I didn't have friends or love
