I love you with a burning passion

Fanning The Flames

This is an A.U. where Blaine and Kurt meet through a party that Finn Hudson had and actually become something more. a new chapter every month, hope you enjoy!

Kurt's P.O.V.
I woke up to an arm wrapped gently around my waist. I wasn't one to do bad things, so I wasn't sure who it was. I turned around, expecting to see some slut that I had picked up drunk last night. I went to Finn Hudson's party and got a bit to woozy and drunk. I was sweaty and nervous. Then I saw his face. He was a Dalton Warbler named Blaine Anderson. The Glee Club would KILL me if they knew I had slept with him! I'm more than dead, I'm.. I'm ultra dead! I remember vaguely getting undressed with him, but nothing more. And now here we both are in our tidy-whiteys, hungover as hell. How am I going to explain this to my dad? To New Directions? Mr. Schue? I'm as good as gone now. I just won't tell anyone and I'm sure he'll want to keep it a secret too. Then I realized I was staring at him. I gently got up, now wanting to disturb him and put on some pants. I walked into the bathroom and washed my face with water.

"What did I just do?" I mumbled.

" Well, a hell of a lot if I say so. " I hear from behind me. I turn around and see Blaine standing there. He's clearly been crying, but I don't say anything about it.

"Blaine.." I start, but he puts his hand up. I hush immediately and expect him to talk. But he doesn't , he just gently kisses me. His lips are so soft. Like he's trying to be gentle, to afraid to hurt me. But when he let's go and I see the small mirror behind him with the huge hickey on my neck and I understand why. The man I love gave me a hickey.

Blaine's P.O.V.

I know he sees the hickey by the way his lips part and he's trying not to drop his mouth open. I try not to grab him. To hold him in my arms. He can't know how long I've been waiting for this. Seeing him at all the Regionals and Sectionals. Slowly falling in love with him. He doesn't even know I exist. Until last night at least.. he pulls his hand up to his neck and outlines the circular shape where I made a terrible mistake. I know his dad knows he's out. I know everything about him. I know, stalkerish. But I'm crazy for this guy. I'm just afraid of what his dad will say. He turns around to the bigger mirror and pulls out some make-up. He applies a generous amount to his neck and it's like it was never there.

"Kurt." I say, breaking the very awkward silence. He turns around.

" Yes, Blaine? " He responds back, smiling now. Genuine. A genuine, beautiful smile.

"Can you.. do that to me too..?" I ask, turning around to reveal the several scratch marks on my back. He gasped slightly and then cracked up, knowing it was too soon. He didn't care though. He just knew he wanted to laugh and that's something I love about him. "I..-" I started. He put his hand up.

Kurt's P.O.V.

I know he's gonna say it. And I want to say it too, want to say it so badly. But I can't. Not here, not now.

"Blaine, those are scratch marks and they pop out of your skin. I can cover them up and make them less red, but if your parents look and see close enough, they'll notice the skin." I say to him. He looks confused, but it's cute. " It's cute when you make that face, you know? " I spit out, before I realize what I even said. He blushes and it's adorable. Wouldn't it be amazing if he said loved me? I'm just too afraid to ask him to. We've only talked once, but I don't think he remembers. Before the sectionals, I told him he was adorable and he said "No, you are." I had never been happier.

"Thanks. But.. you're adorable too." He said in response. I smiled at him.

"Blaine... Blaine. You can say it now. " I mumble. He looks shocked, but I'm waiting for him to say I love you. Then my dad walks in.

Chapter 2, "It Burns" next month!