Actually, I don't consider him as my friend na after what happened. He is now just a person na kilala ko na lang kasi sino bang gusto makipagkaibigan and just act like nothing happened between the both of you? Wala diba? I still deserve an explanation on why he left though. But then, I think, wala talaga e. Kahit closure, wala.
Hindi ko na rin hinihintay yan. I've waited long enough. And I guess, sakto na yon. Wala rin akong hinanakit sa kanya or grudges against him. My parents taught me na pagbinato ka ng bato, batuhin mo ng tinapay. Huwag kang maghiganti and just remember, everything happens for a reason.
Tanggap ko na rin na I'm not really worth of his explanation. And it's okay. I'm okay. Basta, kung masaya siya sa ginawa niya, edi I'm happy for him too. It's not my loss because I know I deserve better. And I'm pretty sure it's Juan.
After we had our breakfast, my parents went to their work and sumama si Ate sa kanila and that left me here, waiting for Juan. It's still 7:40 am, and Juan will arrive pa at 8.
I took the time to fix myself and when I was looking myself on the mirror, I realized that I haven't exercise or mag-gym since the past 2 weeks. Lagi na lang akong kain ng kain and feel ko na rin na I'm bloated now and that I gained weight.
I think I'm gonna go gym mamaya. I'll ask Erica later na lang to come with me because I've been missing her so much. Hindi na kami masyado nagkikita at nag-uusap but that's not new to us. Sanay na kami. We could go for a week without seeing or talking to each other pero our friendship will still remains. Same pa rin yung pakikitungo namin sa isa't isa and that's what I love about our friendship. Walang nagbabago. Still, one call away with each other.
My phone started ringing and pagtingin ko sa screen, Juan's calling in which I immediately answered.
"Hello?"
"Hey Eva, I'm here na.."
"Okay sige. Just wait in your car na lang. I'll be outside in a minute"
"Okay.. see you"
I looked at myself one more time in our full-length body mirror before I hang my sling bag unto my shoulder and picked up my duffle bag sa couch which has my PE attire and shoes.
Lumabas na'ko ng bahay, going outside of our gate at nakita ko ang sasakyan ni Juan nakapark na sa labas.
I walk towards and opened the door of the front seat.
"Goodmorning baby.." Juan greeted me and I got surprised when he was holding out a red Tulip flower with a small card attached to it and his other hand also was taking a video. I guess.
"Aww" I sheepishly smiled at him as my heart melted. I climbed inside and went near him to give him a hug and a light kiss on his cheek. "Good morning too"
Tinanggap ko yung single-Tulip flower from him and opened the card para basahin kung ano yung nakasulat sa loob.
Hi baby, I'm so happy and thankful to God for having you in my life. I hope you'll have a nice day today. *insert a flying kiss emoji* Haha..
-your juan and only Gerardo.
"You're so sweet..." I aww-ed at him again while giving him a cheeky smile. "Valentine's Day ba ngayon?" I laugh.
