My heart races from just a hello from you. My heart warms with your smile. I think of you constantly, I have no way of getting you out of my mind.
Constant thoughts of what you might be doing. Wondering if you are thinking of me. Jealous of everyone in your life that gets to see you each day. Cursing the ocean of time and space that separate us.
My heart and mind at odds. My heart saying to leave my life and world behind to join you. My mind giving dozens of reasons to stay. My heart longing for happiness. My mind clinging to the familiar amd comfortable.
Both heart and mind afraid of being hurt. Heart saying take a chance. It is worth it. Mind screaming no. The pain could be too much to bear.
Constant thoughts of you. No way to get you off my mind. No desire to even try. Thoughts of you that make me smile. Thoughts of you that make life bearable.
