Timer

I'm tired

I've seen so many stories about how some people can see a timer above others head, and when the timer ends is when the person dies. I wish I could see my own timer, so I could tell it to hurry the fuck up. I'm tired of thinking I'll do good in the world, when I know damn well I'll end up staying in this shitty hell hole of a town not amounting to shit wishing I would have killed myself when I first had the notion at 14 and spared myself the time.