Always with you(Janoskians Fan Fiction)

Chapter 6

I can’t believe he kissed me. It was my first kiss. It was sweet and long and felt so right. He put his tongue in my mouth and I figured out what to do pretty quickly and did the same thing back. We stood there in the kitchen kissing when I smelt something burning. I broke from the kiss & turned around to see the chicken had started to burn.

“Sh*t” I looked around at him “Sorry, I burnt the chicken”

He didn’t say anything and turned around. I took the chicken off the heat and cut off the burnt bits. Luke took the chips out of the fryer and served them out on plates as I put the chicken on. It didn’t look too bad for 2 teenagers that had barely done any cooking before.

We sat down eating in silence. It was killing me. Why wouldn’t he talk? Did he regret kissing me? Wasn’t I any good? Why had he done it? We barely know each other. The same questions kept replaying over and over in my head.

“The chicken tastes good” He said looking down at his food.

“Ahh, good, I was worried about the burnt taste” I looked back down to my food and put more in my mouth.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have kissed you” he said really quickly “It’s stupid. We barely know each other. I just don’t know, I’m drawn to you for some reason, I know that sounds so corny”

“It’s okay, I, I liked it” I said feeling embarrassed.

He didn’t say anything after that and finished eating his food. He washed up the dishes while I dried them in silence. What was with him and silence? At last the suspense won over and I spoke up.

“Look Luke what’s wrong?” I snapped.

“Nothing” he snapped back.

“Don’t give me that bullshit, I’m not stupid”

“I know that” he pointed out.

“Well then I know there’s something wrong so you can be easy and tell me or be a dick and don’t and leave” I said pointing to the door. I don’t think he has ever seen me angry.

“Why do you want to know so badly?”

“Because I care about you and don’t like seeing you like this” I hugged him as a tear fell down his cheek.

“It’s you, well, sort of, I-It’s hard to explain. But I guess you could say I’m, uhh, I’m scared to love someone again” I pulled away from the hug and looked into his eyes. They were filled with so much compassion and he honestly meant what he said.

I didn’t say anything but I hugged him again for a long time.

Luke and I had a pretty casual day after that. We hugged a lot and watched moves snuggling and it felt right. I didn’t know if I was playing easy to get or what my parents must have thought of me but I didn’t care. I liked Luke. A lot. Already. He was just the perfect gentleman. Every now and then he would place a kiss on the top of my head or my neck or fore head. I was totally at ease until his phone vibrated in his pocket.

“Oh my god!” I said jerking out of his embrace.

“Haha calm down Cali, It’s just my phone, mum wants me to head home soon” Hearing the nickname he had come up with for me set a smile across my lips but realizing that he had to go made it vanish straight away.

“Do you want me to walk you home?” I said as he stood up moving closer to me.

“Nah, I don’t want you to get cold.”

He looked down at me and gave me a long kiss. It wasn’t a hungry I want to have sex with you kiss but a I think I see us going somewhere please don’t leave me kiss. I loved it.

I walked him out to the front of my house hand in hand and gave him another quick kiss before he walked around the corner vanishing from my site. I walked back inside and got a few oo’s from my parents but nothing I worried about. I just really wanted to know where I stood with Luke, were we dating? Were we just a fling? Were we holding off for now? I didn’t know and wanted to. It kept bugging me. I walked up the stairs into my bedroom and grabbed my phone and my laptop and sat on my bed. I had a text from Luke.

 I had a great day today, thankyou x

No problem, but can I ask, what’s going on with us?

What do you mean?

Well are we like together now or like a fling or what? I’m confused.

Cali, I don’t have flings.

That doesn’t really answer my question.

Are you enrolling at our school tomorrow?

Yes, but stop changing topic.

I’ll tell you at school, Goodnight gorgeous x

Why can’t you tell me now?

Because. X

Night then. X

Goodnight.

I chucked my phone on charge and opened my laptop. There were a few notifications on Facebook but nothing major so I just went on tumblr for hours. My one true addiction.