Been Through

Coming Over

After I collected myself, i took a breath and walked out. My feet softly padded down the stairs. I could hear Baekhyun rummaging around in the kitchen. I peeked through the arch of the kitchen opening and he looked at me, smiling.

I couldn't help but smile back. Damn, his pearls were pretty.

"You feel a bit better?" he asked. I nodded.

"Thank you for... giving me some space even though it's your home."

"No problem." The doorbell rang. Baekhyun stuck his head out the fridge, holding two drinks in his hands.

"I'll get it." I offered.

"Yea, sure. The money is on the table." He followed me out to the living room and sat on a couch in front of the T.V.. I opened the door and greeted the delivery man, exchanging the money for food. After closing the front door, i joined Baekhyun on the couch.

We sat in silence as he distributed the ramen bowls and side dishes. Handing me a drink he asked, "Wanna watch something?"

I took a sip and swallowed. I set the drink down. And I looked at him. Taking a deep breath and pausing, I blurted, "Why would they do it? I don't understand.... You seem like a great guy, and you're handsome... considerate and sweet. Why would she give it up? And what did I do wrong? How long? Baekhyun... How long?"

I was sobbing again. Goddammit, why? I was so ashamed at myself for breaking in front of this stranger. I wanted another shower. No.... I wanted to leave this place.

"I-I'm sorry. I know you left me upstairs to compose myself but, I'm just confused."

Baekhyun nodded and with a raspy voice whispered, "Indeed it hurts. I'm asking myself the same questions, Y/N. I'm just glad I never told her I loved her."

I blinked.

He explained, "I won't say I love you first", he trailed off, smiling. "It would hurt my pride."

Out the corner of my eye i saw the pool. I got up and walked outside. My feet padded the outer trim and i dipped my toe in. It was warm. Closing my eyes and squatting, i re imagined the scene over and over again. The first time with my ex and I. Then with Baekhyun and Taeyon. Then with my ex and Taeyon. And then with-

"Y/N?"

I snapped my gaze toward Baekhyun who was now standing over me with a concerned look on his face.

"I was just, imagining it happening in different ways." I confessed.

He frowned and sat next to me. He looked like he was going through the scenarios himself. And a sparkle came across his eyes as he half smiled. Was he thinking what i thought earlier? About... Baekhyun and I being in the pool.

Naked.... And together? Pleasuring each other, and not giving a damn about anyone else because in that moment... there was only us? I stole a glance at him, but he was already staring with a different expression this time. I couldn't quite put my finger on what it was.

It couldn't be lust. Could it?

"Are you OK?" I asked him, suddenly feeling shy. He grunted a soft response. His fluffy hair shook as he nodded at me. He seemed so.... gentle.

"Are you alright?" He stared at me.

"I will be. I'm glad you were here. I'm... glad it was you..." I immediately felt embarrassed at what i just said. It sounded much better in my head. I rushed to explain.

"I-I mean I'm glad our exes found each other, because we found each other..." Shit.

"What I'm saying is, you've been comforting me and it's what i needed. I needed you, and I'm grateful you're here."

He was quiet. "Well", he started, "Who's going to comfort me?"

I opened my mouth but didn't say anything. I mentally kicked myself. He had been patient and objective this whole time... and i had been whining like a little bitch when Baekhyun is literally going through the same issue.

"You're right, Baekhyun,I am so sor-" He cut me off as he crashed his lips into mine. His hands were gripping my face and he slowly pulled away. But he didn't move any farther from my face than our lips closely brushing.

I kissed him back.

We fought for dominance over each other. My fingers snaked through his fringe and pulled, he moaned into me. The sound vibrated into my teeth and cause a shiver down my spine. I felt myself going limp, but his strong arms held me tighter, keeping me from melting.

Before i could react to anything else, he lifted me and threw me into the pool. I sank to the bottom, filled with surprise. Frantically, I swam back to the surface. And before i could yell at him, i saw Baekhyun had lost his shirt.

I was a bit confused, but then he started taking off his pants. The whole time, he never took his eyes off of me. I gulped. And started stripping as well.

He waded in to meet me and we kissed again. And again. Until we were breathless. His skin against my own felt so satisfying. Soft. Warm.

His hands trailed down my sides and up my back, around my neck and towards my chest. I watched his slender fingers twist my nipples in between each other and my sensitivity rose. I gasped slightly as he leaned in and kissed them. And not long after, i felt the tip of his tongue.

He held me there as i hyperventilated.

Finally, he let me go, and i didn't hesitate to grab his member. He looked shocked. Without breaking eye contact, i slowly sank into the water. I saw his face contort into understanding of the situation before i completely submerged myself.

We played out the scenario we witnessed earlier.

A few hours later, I was lying in bed with Baekhyun. I felt sleepy.

"What are you doing Friday?" He asked quietly.

"Probably going home and staying in bed all day. My ex texted me saying he was moving out. So i'll have the apartment to my self again."

There was silence. I grew a bit uncomfortable, so i peeked up at him. "Baekhyun, are you okay?"

More silence.

I started drifting off, but heard him mumble something before i passed out.

"I'm coming over."