She's truly broken.
Her fingers shake and her lips tremble when she looks in the mirror.
She can't help but to shed a tear or two when someone asks "are you ok?"
She wishes she wasn't so sensitive, or that she wasn't so weak.
People say shes faking it.
But she definitely isn't.
She cries every night.
She looks at herself and goes off about how she's horrible.
She cuts herself off from people.
She's always tired, even with 10 hours of sleep.
She starves herself for fun.
She doesn't even try to hide it anymore.
Exhausted every waking moment.
Sobbing at 3 am is where you can find her.
She doesn't go to sleep until early morning, and doesn't wake up until late afternoon.
No distraction can take her from her thoughts.
She can't escape it, no matter how fast she runs.
No diet makes her feel skinny.
No makeup makes her feel beautiful.
No compliment makes her happy.
She wants to do things her way, but she doesn't want to hurt others.
Looking for a way out without hurting her family seems impossible.
She gets more broken as she lives her life.
But maybe one day someone will save her.
Maybe if she puts her problems and trust issues aside, she could be saved.
But who knows if she wants to be saved.
~from the most broken people
~♡♡♡
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Randomthis isnt for anyone else other than me, but if you find yourself here, feel free to read. maybe it'll help you like it will help me, hopefully. this is for my mental health and to express my feelings, if you don't want to know what I'm thinking, le...
