chap 1

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Harry's pov :

Waking up in the morning alone is one of the worst things. Having flashbacks from Ur past. When ur thoughts r clean and pleasent but then sad thoughts pops in out of nowhere. It hurts. All the flashbacks. I was so innocent back then like never used to say anything to anyone.

I loved this life. Myself. My family. Everyone. Him. Cuz everyone loved me back then. But then I don't know what the fuck happened I lost everything, everyone. Even myself.

Who am I now? Marcel! Yeah an act I do in school. I'm a rich person dude. But no one knows everyone thinks that I'm that poor little nerd. But bitch I'm a fucking monster just come a lil bit closer to me.

I do this act cuz I don't want anybody to know who I really am. Cuz I'm scared. I don't trust anyone cuz everyone leaves. Like he did. I hate him. But I love him. He was the one but look the bitch died out of nowhere. I miss him. I was engaged. We were happy.

Why God?

I don't fucking care. Whatever.

I'm going to school.

I was on the verge of crying but I guess my heart was like a stone that I started hating myself.

Oh shit!

I realized I was going with my bad boy clothes. I have to go and dress up like Marcel. Hah what a fucking genius I am. Anyway.

Oh and I also have freinds lol. We all r freinds since our childhood. They never leave me. And I only trust and love them.

They r Liam, Kendall, Taylor and Niall. All r so fucking sweet I don't deserve them. They help me in everything. When I cry they r here to hug me. When I smile they r here to smile with me. They can get broken with me when I am which I always am. Lol. But that doesn't mean I can't be happy.

Sure I'm happy but only when there is something to be happy for. Oh and I'm gay not openly tho. U probably know cuz I mentioned him.








I was in the school now trying to stay away from Zayn's so called bad boy group. They r seriously so fucking good to be bad. They don't know what a real baddie is. I love bad boys tho I'm so into them.

But Zayn! Ew. No! He bullies Marcel.

"Oh hey nerdy fag" I heard a familiar fucking voice. Oh hi bitch. "W-w-what do u want" I faked a stutter. "U" he said. Yeah bitch come ready to scream daddy? I faked a scared look at him. " Hahahaha! U got scared what a slut" Zayn said. Well that didn't make any sense. Kindly fuck off.

I started walking to my class. "C u soon nerd" he shouted. Yeah see u bitch.

I walked into my class. "Hazzy!" Taylor screamed. "Bitch tf" I said chuckling. "Good morning to u too harry" I rolled my eyes. "Hey Harold" Liam came. "Hi man" we hugged. "Harry harry harry! Look at this party it looks lit we r GOING" Kendall said out of nowhere. I looked at the invitation card and mentally got happy.

"Yup we r going" I said and she hugged me. "Woah woah" I said. "Wheres niall?" I asked. "He couldn't come today, our boy is sick" he said. "Oh hell no" I said and sighed. My boy, he's fine. Nothing happened. I'm sure.

Suddenly the bell rang. We were just talking about how hard math assignment was. Which I obviously haven't done. Lol. I have. Forgot? I'm a nerd.

"Marcel Ur math assignment?" Our math teacher asked. Mrs James. "Oh yeah here u go ms" I said with a somewhat fake ass sweet smile. "Ur my fav student Marcel" Ms said. I smiled and nodded. Bitch who cares? Lol. Nevermind. I liked it.

I looked at Liam and he chuckled. "Moving on" I said and we both laughed.









It was lunch time now. We were all sitting in cafeteria. Eating "nice" cookies. "Ew what the fuck r these?" I asked making a face. "Hah they r cookies" Kendall said. "Do they look like cookies to u, u all can eat them" I said. "come on harry keep Ur rich ass in Ur home" Liam said. "I'm still not eating" I said. "Zayn" Taylor said.

I turned to see the bitch as in Zayn and Louis as in asshole entering the cafe. "These bitches tho, give me feedbacks on my acting" I said and they shook their faces disappointed. They want me to be harry but I'm scared.

"Hey fag get up and come here" Zayn said to me. "Bitch my fucking will" I wispered to myself. "Didn't you hear me?" Nah. He came to me and punched me. I'm fucking done with this shit. I fake a wince. "I'm s-soryy" sorry not fucking sorry u bitch ass. Thanks.

"Fuck off" he said and fucked off by himself. "Oh god" Liam said touching my cheek where Zayn punched me. I winced. "Harry u don't have to do this anymore I fucking swear." He said and the girls nodded. I sighed.

"Come on harry, even we all know who u r now" I suddenly heard a girl and turned to her. "Yeah harry we know Ur not Marcel styles but harry styles" another boy said.

"Well than just keep it a secret or u all r dead" I said. "ofc we r not going to expose u it's just, we don't like Zayn bullying u all the time even tho Ur more baddier than him" is it even a word lol.

"Yup u gotta be Ur real self, and we know u want us to stay away from u and ofc we will but seeing u getting bullied is just no good, I'm in this school since the day I was born lol and I've never seen someone like u and Zayn before u know the bully and a fake ass nerd" a girl said and I chuckled.

"Try me y'all, thanks anyway I'm gonna be harry from tomorrow" I said. "Seriously!" Liam yelled. "Yeah" I chuckled. "FUCK YEAH" kendall yelled and I shook my head. Taylor hugged me. And I kissed her cheek. In a freind way she loves it.

"Well I'm excited" a girl said and I chuckled.

Me too.









OH HELL YEAH. ZARRY IS MY FUCKING OTP AND ILL LOVE THEM FOREVER. BYE.

VOTE THO.

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