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I'm lost in this moment. I have a problem with following through that's why I have a problem with following you. So I get lost. I cried to asleep as the memories play through in my head like a movie, if they only knew the things that go through my head. So I'm lost in this moment, seems like the world around me is playing in fast forward. And I'm stuck trying to keep up, hoping against hope the someday I won't be so lost. As a kid I was told that time flies. Maybe that's why the pictures of the past stay the same yet, the people inside of them become pixelated. It's like I'm looking at a stranger now. Feels like I'm breathing but I'm not really alive. I can no longer do this I'm lost. I keep asking God and he keeps saying back that I'm not lost that I chose this and that I'm not trapped here but I choose to be trapped.then I think to myself I don't want to fit in I'd rather be lost then fake so this may be the last day that I breathe so I will take it in.and I promise you who ever told you that life would be easy I promise you they were lying to you. Life is a game and love is the prize. But for now we're lost and that's okay this may be our last breath so we'll take it in and try one more day.
