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WARNING- TRIGGERING

Matt's POV

Today was the day, I confess, comfess my sexuality. Yes I am gay and all of the guys + Mahogany know. We all decided that if they know, all my fans should know too. I decided that I would announce at the end of Magcon today (just pretend that it still going on).  Hopefully, all my fans will eccept me and be supportive. I just hope I take it well. Last time I got a lot of hate, I almost commited suicide. I'm still on depression pills even though that was nearly a year ago.

*skip to magcon*

We  are getting to the end of Magcon and I'm getting more nervous by the second. What if everyone hates me, and never likes me again.

Right now jack and jack were singing. I looked to my right and see Nash coming towards me. I blushed, did I mention I had a crush on Nash?  He was the reason I knew I was gay, whenever he was around me I constantly felt butterflies, and blushed. I also got really jealous when he was around other guys, especially Cam.

"Are you nervous"? he asked

"yea, but I am also happy to get this off my chest" I replied

He smiled"don't worry me and the guys will always support you. We all love you no matter what"

I blushed "thank you for always being there for me" I said hugging me

He hugged back and said "no problem"

Jack and Jack just finished and everyone clapped. Here I go.

"okay guys thank you, we love you! Okay guys Matt has to talk about something very important" jack g said and nodded to me.

I walked toward the mic and I felt like I was going to puke, thats how nervous I was.

"hey guys" they all replied with heys and hi's

"before I start I just wanted to say I love you guys no matter what and hopefully this won't change the way you guys think of me" most of them nodded

Here it go's

"i-mm gay"

Almost everyone gasped. Someone in the back screamed "fag". So many people booed and called me so many words that hurt so much,  I don't even want to repeat them.

I ran off the stage and got my bag quickly. The hotel was about 5 blocks away, and I was gonna run there. I started crying and I couldn't stop. Once I got to my hotel room, I was out of breath. I heard someone scream my name and foot steps. I quickly locked the door and ran to the bathroom. I locked the door and started looking for my razor. I found it and started cutting. Each cut representing something that is wrong with me.

"for being ugly"

"untalented"

"loving someone who will never love you back"

"being yourself"

I still heard faint yells in the distance. They were screaming my name. I heard banging on the bathroom door. I just cut deeper and harder.

"OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR MATT, IF U DON'T I'M GONNA FUCKING BREAK IT DOWN"I didn't answer

I look down and see a puddle of blood surrounding me. I heard a loud thump and the door broke down. I looked up and see a crying Nash. He looked at me and ran to me. He didn't care about the blood he just sat down in it.

He put me on his lap and said "whyy"?

"because I'm a worthless fag, that doesn't deserve to live"

"Matt, when are you going to understand that you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Everyone loves you, god dammit I love you. Not as a friend, something more"

"no you don't yo-" he cut me off by kissing me. I loved him, every single thing about him. We maked out for like 5 minutes straight.

He finally stopped and looked in eachothers eyes. Oh I love his eyes.

"I love you

"I love you too Nash"

"Promise me you won't do this ever again"

"I promise" we locked our pinkies together and pecked eachothers lips.

"lets get you cleaned up" I nooded

He cleaned my cuts and put bandages over them. That night all we did was watch movies, cuddle, and enjoy eachothers company.

I couldn't ask for anyone better

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