Why are y'all still here
After all these shit I've done?
I have hurt so many people,
Yet they still care for me.
I really don't understand it.
I don't deserve forgiveness.
I've fucked up so many times,
Yet they are still by my side.
Is this because they love me
Or are they using me?
I really don't know what to think,
But its scary not to.
I want it to be true,
But someone's already stabbed me.
I tried to do the right thing,
And it went horribly wrong.
I don't know what to think.
I don't know what to feel.
Why do they love me
Even though I'm a huge mess.
I used to cry by myself,
But now I have them.
I hope I never lose them,
Because I won't be able to live if they do.
