When I met you *TRIGGER*

When we met

When we first met, you were warm and kind, I thought you were the one

The first year was great, I thought it would stay the same

But slowly, day by day,

Sweet nothings had turned into insults

Soft caressing turned into bruising my body

Hugs turned into strangling

Kisses turned into punches

"Leave them!" Everyone says, and I know I should, I know it's unhealthy, but they wouldn't understand, the person who hurts me the most, makes me feel the most alive.

Smiling turned into constant fear

And finally I realized the only way to get out

So day by day, I plan

I wrote the goodbye

And smile one last time, this is the last time I feel pain,

Is when life turned into death

And I took my own life.