Open up. Open up. Open up.
No.
Why?
Because it's impossible.
To trust people anymore is to put my life in their hands. They have complete control of my emotions, the emotions I try so hard to hide but in the end spill out everywhere like a milk jug that had been accidentally dropped. I wish to open up but how am I to know who I can trust when all I've been given is lies? I put my trust into people and it comes crashing down, like a tidal wave created for the soul purpose of destruction.
To be honest I want to open up, but how can I. How can I, just when something seems okay it comes back and bites me. It bites me like a venomous snake, slowly killing me, leaving me alone to figure it out myself. Of course there's a lot on my mind. But Im not going to tell anyone that because how could I.
It's impossible.
