"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE"
I scream at my mom while running down the stairs I was just about to run out the front door when I feel a hot sharp pain in my left shoulder
I insently fall to the floor because of the pain and my eyes meet my mom's
Tears were starting to form in my eyes she looked at me with a sorry kinda look before she put the gun to her head and pulled the trigger
1 month later
I slowly open my eyes and look around I notice I'm in the hospital
the door opens
"ah, look who's finally awake" said a nurse with a kind smile
I smiled slightly
I look to my left shoulder and see a huge bandage and look back at the nurse
"where's my mom"
I said remembering what she did
"Your mom didn't make it"
I nodded my head slowly and closed my eyes
ay wassup I didn't really get to introduce myself properly my name is niara...you read that wrong it's pronounced (knee-are-uh) I'm 18, 19 in December and I live in Houston Texas but since my mom killed herself and tried to kill me I really just want to get out of town and start over..yeah that's what I need a fresh start....in LA..I have a cousin that lives out there and I'm sure he'll let me stay with him in till I get my own place cuz he like my bsf
I'm mixed with black and puerto rican but I only speak English :/ the rest of my family can speak both English and Spanish
I'm 5'3😬 so uh yeah
aaaaaaaand that's it ig
3 months later
I get in my Uber with my bags in the truck
"Where to"
"The airport, so I can finally get out of this shitty town" I said mumbling the last part
I took out my phone scrolled through Instagram and added to my story
I opened my playlist and started listening to roses as I looked out the window (play song now)
*Flashback*
I went and sat by my crush from 6th grade (he was in 8th)
"Hey Nini" he said smirking
"Hey jahseh" I said smiling
We were at some assembly in the cafeteria and it was mad boring, I was looking at the principal who was telling us to stop slapping each other's butts
I felt someone staring at me and I looked to the my left side and it was jahseh I was a little surprised bc all the 8th grade girls said he didn't like me I was so lost in thought I didn't realize he said something
Jahseh- niara, I've been wanting to tell you this for awhile now...
Me- yes
I said smiling uncontrollably
Jahseh- I like y-
I cut him off by smashing our lips together
All you heard were "Ooouuuu" "awwww" and "ewwwww" coming from the teachers, student's, and parents
* End of flashback*
Me and jahseh we're dating in till he went to high school
I'ma be honest after he broke up with me I was so heart broken I didn't want to love again so I curved every guy that came my way
He said he will never forget me and that I will always be in he's heart but once he got famous I thought he really did forget me in till June 17 2018 he called me and we was on the phone for like 7 hours just talking I can't even remember what we was talking bout
A single tear fell down my face but I quickly wiped it..it still didn't feel real I felt like if I called him he would answer but I know that's not true I just wish I could go back in time and re live the moments I had with him
The next day he was found dead in his car I literally cried for 5 whole fucking days and 4 months after his passing I was depressed he was my first love and I know he's out there somewhere but everything happens for a reason and God has a plan for all of us
"Your here"
"Thank you" I said paying him and walking out the car
I got in the plane and put my head on the window and closed my eyes
ight trippie gon be in the next chapter so don't worry.
