The Hidden Feeling

part 7

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San - come on Hitler .. what r u writing all the day leaving ur handsome husband
Swa look at him annoying  - sanskaaaaar
San - okey sorry sorry but i really want to know what u writing .. it's spend weeks since u start and i'm getting curious yaar

Swa leave the writing .. and san go and set beside her on the bed - actually sanky u know how much i miss ragini and want to talk with her (  her eyes start watered ) so i decide that i will write in this dairy everything i want to tell her. everything happened with us until she back
San remove her tears - she will back and will know everything and she will regret for not listening to us 

Swa - but u won't leave her right . promise me
San - ur sister's my life i can't let her go again but that doesn't mean i won't play hard in the beginning
Swa hug him - thank u sanky 4 not giving up on her .. and thank u for everything u done to me until today
San - it looks like hitler in the emotion mood today .. but don't forget that u seven month pregnant so take care of ur self 

San was about to get up but Swa take his hand - no sanky i meant what u did for me no one can do that . ragini is away from u bcoz of me everything happening is bcoz of me . and u didn't think once of leaving me so really thank u 
San - stop saying this bcoz i won't regret doing it again from u . u my best friend my sister my everything actually if someone should thank the other it should be me ..u broke my walls that yuvi did to me  u make me open my heart to admit i love ragini . u helped me 

Swa - and look what happened i took ragini from u and she hate both of us 
san - can u stop taking about this and focus on your health i don't want something to happened to u 

Swa - i will be fine bcoz u always with me

San - okey now hitler eat ur food bcoz i will leave 
Swa look at him and smile .. san look at her confused - thank u for make me feel that ragini with me .. she used to call me hitler
San - i know u just don't worry and everything will back to normal
Swa - i hope so san i just want to meet her i'm afraid that she never back
San - don't say that she will back and we three will back like b4 

Swa - san u know my condition and if anything happened to me ...... 
San cut her words - swara
Swa - okey i'm sorry but plz listen to me if something happened to me i want u to send this to ragini ..give it to laksh or papa and they will send it to her but this has to go to ragini .. promise me sanky
San - i promise but can u stop talking about the same thing and now eat ur food
Swa smile to him - i will .. r u going to sleep in ragini's room 
San - i don't know what magic in ur sister's room that make feel so comfortable

Swa - it's love sanky ( and she take her dairy )

San - can i read it

Swa - noooooooo

San - ragini was right when she called u hitler ( and they start to laugh together )

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San remove his tears from remembering this and he look at the dairy in his hand ..
" What i should do now swara i wish if u was here to help me .. i really miss u how could u leave me like this in the middle of the way we promised that we will tell ragini everything together but u just gone and left me here alone with ur promise what i should do now swara if i told her everything and give her this dairy she won't handle the truth she will hate her self after reading it and she will leave again . I know u want her to know the truth but swara i don't want to lose her again b4 u was here with me but now she won't handle knowing this after u left .. she won't handle that all this years she misunderstand us and she can't fix anything now tell me what i should do and what about yuvi he can't now stay without her since this accident and he always with ragini . they like what u wanted they bonding together very well . swara can i be selfish and hide this dairy for now .. since ur dead she didn't left ur room she blame herself for being angry on u for leaving so how can i tell her that truth .. i just need more time swara plz forgive me and when everything start to be ready i will give to her like i promised "

@swa's room 
rag was laying on the bed hugging yuvi while he is sleeping .. she was crying silent so he can't wake up 

" swara how can u leave like this all this time i was angry from u .. didn't talk to u .. i never had a chance to tell how much i love how much it hurt me when i knew about u and sanskar .. i didn't even asked u once y u did this with me .. y u didn't tell me about ur feeling .. if u just told once i was hide my feeling for u but y u didn't tell me"

Rag take her phone and said " the only one who could answer me now is sanskar " and she called him asking him to meet her now

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San - what is the important talk
Rag - i have alot of questions and the only one who can answer me is u
San - ask what u want
Rag - y swara hide her feeling from me .. y she didn't tell me .. and what she wanted to tell me in the hospital .. u the only one who can answer me now 

San smile to her - it's really weird .when swara's gone now u came to ask what happened from 3 years  .. where was ur question b4 u leave us .. where u was all this past years .
Rag - sanskar i really want to know
San - u want to know what i think .u don't deserve to know anything .. just like u left us without asking anything keep living like this .. i don't know what u saw that day or what u heard but y didn't u ask us . but no little ragini got really hurt that she take her bags and leave without looking back .. so y u want to look back now .. u moved on from here and build ur life out there without us so keep moving on u never looked back once to ur sister and ask about her than y i should tell u ... u know what ragini keep living ur life with the same selfish the same rude the same unknowingly bcoz u won't get anything from me bcoz u don't deserve anything

and he turn to leave but rag hold his hand - sansakr plz i need to know 

san  slowly turn and look at her and she had tears in her eyes it hurt him to see her like this but he can't get weak now if he decide to hide the truth - now u need to know .. ragini since u back u didn't do anything but being rude to me . u didn't leave a single chance and u didn't take it to humiliate me and now u act nice bcoz u want to know something .. but here u r wrong ragini i'm not ur toy so u can deal with me like u want ( he look at her hand that stile holding his .. this hand that he always wanted to hold but this hand left him from years this hand never trusted him or her sister .. he slowly remove her hand from his and leave her .. rag look at him broken )

rag - i'm sorry 
san - and i'm sorry too bcoz u won't get anything from .. now run like u always do ( and he leave the place 

Rag to herself " i didn't want to run sanskar but i was weak .. i couldn't believe that u two can do this to me .. so i couldn't handle anything that's y i left .. but u was right i should had scream at her i should waited to ask her but i didn't and now i had to live with that i had to live that i didn't hear my sister .. but u two betrayal me and i won't forget that .. but i promise u sanskar i will found all the answer that i want  "