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Chapter one

took ever possible strength in me to get out of the car.my eyes were red and puffy from all the crying I didn't imagine this is how i will be coming back home  .To attend a  God damn funeral.i walked to the  gathering I could  hear whispers from people 'that her ,the girl'.My dad had reserved seat at the front.He gave me a big hug before I sat down and asked me if I was Okey and I just nodded.i didn't hear anything the priest said other than she was a great soul loved by may she rest in eternal peace.I watch as everyone put a rose on her coffin.i wanted to be the last one so I could say my googbyes.As everyone left I moved closer to the coffin and placed my rose on top and said " there is so much I want to tell you,I am so sorry for everything .my pain blinded me and all I wanted to do is make you feel it to sorry for not caming to visit you in the hospital,sorry for being a horrible daughter am sorry for alot of things God even for being a terrible sister to ethan.The one time I actually want to talk to you and you can't even respond.l love you mum even if I didn't say it often or at all but I hope you new it.i thought I had all the time  in the world to make our relationship work but time run out its true what they say time waits for no man".


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