Broken: Sequal To Losing Me

Chapter Thirty Eight

“Why are you in here” I heard Selena hiss. I looked around the corner and Carly was standing there mixing ingredients in a bowl. Here we go,

“Your mom said I could help you guys with cookies” Carly said, clearly fake.

“Fucking mom” Selena mumbled under her breath.

“I’m sure we can handle it. Why don’t you go and I don’t know, stare at yourself in the mirror or something?” Selena said. Carly scoffed,

“Scared of a repeat of 2009?” she said. Selena tensed,

“Remember what happened Selena? Remember how he didn’t feel bad at all for what he did to you?” Carly smirked. What in the world are they talking about?

“I’m not scared. I won’t let that happen again. And I can promise you Justin wouldn’t do that to me” Selena said, shifting closer to me. She was standing in front of me with her back against my chest and I put my hand on her hip,

“What is she talking about?” I whispered into her ear.

“I’m sure your familiar with Hunter, right Justin?” Carly asked. I slowly nodded my head,

“Well apparently Hunter was tired with Selena for the weekend and I just so happened to be in town visiting for Chloe’s eight grade graduation.” she said. I just stayed quiet. Selena started playing with the charm on her necklace, moving it back and forth along the chain,

“Your supposed to be my cousin. Not some manipulative little whore who goes off and sleeps with my boyfriend in my own god damn house while there is a family party going on down stairs. What kind of person does that! Especially to family!” Selena said, louder than normal. Carly slept with Hunter while he was dating Selena. Now it all makes sense of why she  hates her. How could you do that to your cousin? That just doesn’t seem right.

Carly stood there speechless,

“If you think I’m going to feel bad for you your wrong. It’s not my fault you weren’t giving him enough of what he wanted” she shrugged. Okay, now things are a little awkward. Hearing about my girlfriend having sex or doing god knows what with her ex boyfriend just isn’t something that catches my attention.

“I can’t even be in the same room as you right now. You can make the cookies by yourself. You should be ashamed of yourself, you are no where near considered family to me anymore. I’m done with you.” Selena said throwing her hands up in the air. She walked right over to Carly and stood right in front of her,

“And if you even think for a damn second about going near him” she said pointing at me, “I have no problem in making you look like a fucking joke in front of everyone tomorrow. And if you remember correctly, I am damn well capable of doing that” she hissed in Carly’s face. Oh girl fights, aren’t they just lovely? Sarcasm intended.

“Have fun making six dozen of these by yourself, learn to work the oven on your own” Selena said, walking over to me and grabbing my hand and taking us out of the kitchen.

“I need to hit something” Selena said. I stopped walking and stood back,

“I’m not going to hit you, idiot.” She giggled. I smiled and we walked downstairs into the basement. We went into the gym and Selena grabbed a bag of volleyballs. I sat on the ground with my back against the wall,

“So what happened?” I asked. She took a volleyball and threw it in the air, hitting it as hard as she could to the other end of the court. I’d defiantly hate to have one of those balls hit me after she hit it. Selena sighed and turned to me,

“Two years ago, junior year, we had this graduation party of Chloe at our house. I was dating Hunter at the time so he came to the party as well.” she said, hitting another ball across the court,

“We were all mingling around and my whole family was there and a bunch of Chloe’s friends and their families. I was talking to my grandma and she wanted to meet Hunter. I went to go look for him and I didn’t see him for most of the night so I just kinda shrugged it off and would find him later.” she sighed,

“I went up to my room to get a photo album to show my aunt of our vacation we went on and when I walked into my room I found him on top of Carly and you probably know what they were doing.” she said. Hitting another ball with a lot of force this time.

“Carly looked like she was satisfied with what she did. Not once has she ever said sorry or even tried to make amends with me. Every single damn time I see her she brings that night up.” she said.

“I’ve never really gotten along with her, even when we were kids, but after that night I knew I officially hated her. I don’t even look at her as family anymore. I look at her as another whore who sleeps around to feel good about herself.” she said, hitting the last ball across the court and then coming and sitting next to me. She laid her head on my shoulder and I kissed her forehead,

“I would never do that to you” I whispered. She grabbed my hand and laced our fingers together,

“I know you wouldn’t. It’s not you going after her I’m worried about, it’s her going after you.” she said, looking at me now.

“Why didn’t you break up with him after that happened?” I asked. She sighed deeply,

“Because I didn’t want to be alone. That’s why I hate having borderline personality disorder. No matter how shitty a person can treat me, I always keep them around because I’m scared of being alone. I was afraid of letting Hunter go because then I’d have no one.” she said. I remember Andrew telling me that was one of the signs of BPD when we played them in basketball at the beginning of the year.

“Well the only girl I’ll be kissing and hooking up with on this vacation is you” I said, giving her a small smile. She smiled back and packed my lips.

“Actually you’ll only be kissing me.” she smirked. I hate this bet, absolutely hate it.

“Not unless you cave, then I’ll be doing a lot more than kissing you” I teased. She grabbed the front of my shirt and pulled me in, pressing her lips to mine. We both smiled into the kiss and the pulled away, resting our foreheads on each others,

“I’m not caving” she whispered. I smirked,

“We’ll see about that” I said. I took her bottom lip in between my teeth and tugged at it a little. She groaned and then placed her hand on my neck, pulling my closer and pushing our lips together. I pulled her over so that she was now straddling me and my hands on her thighs. I moved them up to her hips and a little bit under her shirt and started rubbing circles on her hip bones with my thumbs. Her tongue ran along my bottom lip and I gladly parted them, letting our tongues explore each others mouths. She tangled her fingers in my hair, tugging at it lightly every few seconds. She started grinding her hips slowly on mine which drove me insane,

“Baby no” I mumbled against her lips. She snickered and got off my lap,

“I leave you to take care of that” she said pointing at my pants. I looked down and a little tent was forming. God dammit.

She crouched down next to me so her face was right next to my ear,

“Don’t try to tease the teaser” she whispered in my ear and then kissed it lightly. I groaned and threw my head back against the wall. This is going to be harder than I thought.

A/N: I hate teases X( lol I'm a girl and I hate teases.