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Introduction

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I am Eric Kane Jones. My nickname is Kane. and that is what everyone calls me. I am 17, a senior at Remi High School, home of the Roosters. I live in Louisiana, in a small unknown town, called Dunesburg. My hobbies are sketching, and fashion. I am not in any clubs at school, which gives me more time to do those and one more thing.... I am obsessed with my best friend. I like hi — No! I love him... I would do anything for him... He doesn't know how I feel.
He knows who I am, and we hang out all the time, he is just straight. He also has a girlfriend who I despise. If it was someone who actually loved him, I wouldn't gripe too bad, but she makes me want to snap, and take a pair of old sewing scissors and stabbing her in the stomach, cutting out her tongue and gouging out her eyes... If you can't tell, I am mentally unstable on a high level, maybe even considered Psychotic. He is the reason I live, act normal, and drive myself stupid. Don't get me started on how obsessive I am.
I can be obsessive because I live on my own. My mom and dad died in a car crash three years ago, and all of the other family members died before I was born. They paid off the house before I died. It is a Modern/Victorian style house, with acres of land that are mostly woods. But other than that it is a pretty place, and there is enough money saved up, that my parents left back for me, to get me groceries for up to ten years and pay the bills at the same time.
Anyway, the house is like a two-story house, with a basement, that I can walk in without being creeped out. The house space is open, with a lot of sunlight in it, leaving me to have my own time to think and be obsessed. It doesn't matter cause he likes my house, and I am shocked about that.
Oh, I almost forgot, I have brown hair that goes down to my chin, I always put my hair half up, half down, but I leave the bangs. I have big brown eyes, and freckles that shows where I blush most. My ears are pierced, my firsts and industrial bars. I am a bit on the thin side, and I am about five foot six inches, and weigh around one hundred thirty pounds. I usually wear a sweater that the sleeves go a little past my knuckle. I also wear ripped jean booty shorts, cause why not. I top it off with a nice pair of boots.
I don't know what to do, I want to tell him, love on him... Seduce him... I am at the point of craving so much that I want to make him mine! But it will never happen... If something ever happens to him... I don't know what I would do...