Shattered

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* Jamila's POV *

I had music blasting in my ear as I made my way to my second hour . I was almost there when I realized I had left my books for this class. Cursing under my breathe I made my way back to my locker . Once I got there I hurried and got the books and jogged back to my class . Almost getting there and slowing down as people started to make some sort of path . I was very confused as people gave me these weird looks . I became sort of uncomfortable. I hated when people stared . I took one of my headphones out of my ear and turned around to see that August boy walking down the hallway with two other boys , Andre and Tre . Everyone looked at me like I had broken some type of law just by standing in his way . I rolled my eyes and stood in the middle of the hallway as they came closer . I watched August as he walked closer it wasn't until he was right in front of me that I noticed I had been starring . Probably looking like a complete dumbass.

" You gon' move out ma way or are you jus gon' stand there and look at me ?? " August asked towering over me as I stared up at him .

" Sorry but I don't think you own the damn hallway." I said in a very low voice . Close to a whisper .

" Excuse me ? What was that ?? " he asked with a smirk and I rolled my eyes .

" Pretty sure you heard me . " I said louder then before so I knew he heard me . People started to whisper and I was getting really annoyed . I felt cornered .

He licked his lips and smiled at me before looking me up and down then walking around me . What the fuck ?? I stood there confused as hell I had a bunch of mixed emotions. He literally had me stuck . I shook off the feeling and made my way to class getting a couple stares from people but ignoring them . Seriously, what was the big deal about one guy ?? I would never understand. Probably because I've never really been with a guy but I have my reasons . I'm too damaged for people. They wouldn't be able to handle me . I made my way to class and pushed that whole scene to the back of my head . I didn't have time for the bs .

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Regina and I were making our way into the cafeteria and I was honestly just ready to go home but I still have like four more classes to get through .

" So he just look at you , smirked then walked away ." She asked for the hundredth time since she found out about the whole situation as we were walking to the table we usually sat at .

" Girl for the tenth time . YES ! Now leave me alone and drop it . It wasn't that big of a deal . " I told her rolling my eyes as I sat down . She could be such a groupie sometimes and it annoyed me . The girl was opposed with boys and it was annoying because I wasn't like that .

" I just don't get it . He's so....... mysterious. It's hot . If I had just ten minutes in a room alone with him do you kn— "

" Gina please stop ! " I said covering my ears . Didn't nobody want to hear all of that .

" I'm just saying girl . Catch ya blessings. " she said and I rolled my eye getting one of my books out of my backpack to read . That was one thing I loved to do was read . I wasn't like every other girl really . I didn't talk much and I stayed to myself . Nobody really came at me because they didn't have reason to but trust if they did , I knew how to hold my own .

" Girl I'm bouta go over there with Trina and them . Wanna come ? " Regina asked and I shook my head . Regina was known around the school . She had a mouth and knew how to use it and hands to back it up . She just did what she wanted to do when she wanted to do it . She was my best friend but she hangs out with a group of messy girls and I wasn't really feeling that . It's four girls Trina , Dede , Ivy and Brianna . My cousin , Jasmine , calls herself being apart of their group but she was really just their little dog . Regina just hung with them when she felt like being messy but again , I wasn't wit the messy shit .