Litty, let's do this again! I'm trying to be as honest as possible
I am a very insecure person when it comes to relationships. Whether it's friendships or romantic relationships, I always worry that someone better will come along and make them happier than I ever did. And if I'm honest, you make me more insecure than I have ever felt. But rather than it giving me anxiety attacks, I feel content with it. Because for some reason, I just know that I make you happy in some kind of way. I couldn't know how exactly because sadly, I can't read your mind, but I know I do. I'm not really one to make promises because I'm never sure if I can keep them. And one of my worst fears is hurting people. And I don't want to hurt you in any way. So, rather than a promise, this is appreciation. Appreciation for the smile you bring upon my face everyday. Appreciation for how you make me feel better and not so alone sometimes. Appreciation for having knowing you. I appreciate you Zach. And I'm not very good at showing my emotions all the time, but please know that I do appreciate you.
Merry Christmas, papi. I hope you have an amazing one.
