I had thought I had found myself;
But then I lost her again.
I thought I had gained a voice;
It turned out to be a whisper.
I thought I had figured it out;
But there were more pieces I couldn't fit.
I thought I could speak of my pain;
It still hurts.
I thought that I was getting better;
I had just hushed the demons.
I thought I could change the world;
The world had changed me.
