the first day

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For me, there's nothing more frightening than myself, and the thoughts I have daily.
Sometimes I think, "Hey, what'll they do if you're dead."
Alot goes on in this head
It'll happen so much I figure my whole being is a persona.
The thoughts come alot recently.
Today I thought about taking acid till my brain was fucking rotted.
Maybe if I did it, I'd get some recognition.
I mean after all suicide takes only one round of ammunition.
Of course I know, they wouldn't want me dead.
Then why the hell does their teasing leave me thinking in my head?
When I sleep, I float out of my physical being.
I see their energy.
I see it all.
I look down at myself.
Why am I so dark?
Why am I so evil?
No one here needs me, I already left my mark.
It fades.
The body that was once mine is empty.
My spirit slowly fades.
It was lost.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 20, 2018 ⏰

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